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The End of Everything

Horsecrazykay17

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Parts 14
Time 3h 32m

Horsecrazykay17

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My eyes fill with tears that pound onto the ground next to his blood. "How does it feel knowing your own best friend doesn't love you! How does it feel knowing that someone you gave your all to walked out of your life? How does it feel?! How does it feel to be in constant pain every day? How does it feel knowing your own family is keeping secrets from you?!" I collapse on the ground and cover my ears to block out the painful phrases. The tears shed and soon enough I'm shaking in pain. "Your own father left you! He didn't love you, he never will", the scary guy yells knowing very well he can affect me. "STOP! STOP", I beg him. "No one loves you. Your brothers are sick of the stress that you constantly cause. They're sick of your little weak mental breakdowns." I sob harder because I know all of it's true. 
 
Nadia Park is fighting to stay alive mentally. She walks around with a fake smile every day and if anyone asks she tells them she is fine. When deep down her family has many secrets of its own, her best friend left her, her mother passed away, her father left her with her older brothers, and she has much more that hits her everyday. Can she take the constant pain? What about her families secrets? Will she ever discover them? Will Nadia ever find the happiness she begs for?All Rights Reserved

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The Girl and Her Breaking Heart #1 || ✔ by Wildfire_247

Alexandra Queen, she has never had a normal childhood. Her and her mother were abused by her father and his friend, John. Day in and day out. Their joy was her pain and suffering. No one knew of Alexandra's life at home. She was so good at hiding it, that even her own best friends didn't know what was going on. Alexandra eventually became a natural at hiding her pain from everyone. But one day her father stopped coming home. The abuse towards her and her mother stopped. No more drunken father or John beating and yelling at them. They were left alone. Free from them. They lived in peace for years. They were afraid of him coming back at first but when he didn't, they started their lives again. Willing themselves to push past their past. They began to rebuild themselves. But all that changed senior year. It seemed all fine at first. She made new friends and school was going great. She was ready to graduate. Then everything began to go downhill fast. Old friendships came back to haunt her. Secrets come to light and worst of all, they come back. Alexandra didn't think it could get worst then how she lived her childhood. But how very wrong she was. She then learns what it really meant to get the raw end of life. Follow as Alexandra deals with more then she thought she could handle. Alexandra might be strong willed but nothing could possibly prepare for what was to come. [Please keep in mind that this story is a very fast paced story. It does have around 40 chapters so it might not seem like it. But trust me that it is.] ||Full Disclosure|| I started the book in the end of 8th grade so it needs MAJOR editing. It also does have Sexual Chapters, as well as people of the same sex being together, murder, brutally torture talk of rape and sexual harassment. So if you do not wish to read things like that then this unfortunately isn't the book for you. ||You Have Been Warned|| First book in the Heart series. •Do Not Copy This Book In Anyway•

The Caged Princess(Book 1) by MisaBloom97

"If her head wasn't stuck under water she would have wailed and cried. Her body trembling. She had no sense of self. Hardly noticed that the water's temperature had dropped further to a freezing degree. "There was just one thing. One solid thing. That was her tether to the world of living and through which she knew she was not dead. Her ears were pressed against the beating heart of another person." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Nadia spends her days with her over protective mother who wants to lock her up in a cage if she could. She goes to school only in the promise that she will act like an invisible wall and not interact with anyone. She has come to accept her life as it is and learns to live with it. Nothing can change her life now. But something does change. Her mundane life is overthrown when two men barge into her house . They make her question everything she knew to be true and challenge all her beliefs. The lands she had grown up in has mysteries she could never have fathomed. Will she be able to survive all the heartbreak and betrayals that threaten to cut her at every step? Or will she give in to despair?

Mirrored by ryuwritings321

Tropes: Childhood friends to lovers, Soulmates, Twin Flames, she falls first but he falls harder (or is that the case . . .), you complete me, Tragic past, Dark Fairytale 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝘼𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘 https://pin.it/57WqdWXHE (copy and paste🩷) 𝙎𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 I found - Amber Run Panic Room - Au/Ra I'm a Mess - Bebe Rexha Lose my Mind - Dean Lewis Monster - Eminem Ft. Rihanna Demons - Imagine Dragons Experience - Ludovico Einaudi Map - Maroon 5 Fire on Fire - Sam Smith Where's my Love - SYML How to Save a Life - The Fray Dusk till Dawn - Zayn ft Sia 𝑲𝒂𝒚𝒂 𝑯𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒐 She is your typical sunshine. All bright smiles and big personalities - or at least that is what she shows to everyone else besides herself. The only person who see's her dark thoughts, numbed feelings, and painful days was him. But after her father was found to be the traitor of the Yakuza organization in the States, she is immediately labelled as the traitors daughter. An enemy, a scum. With a mother battling wit health issues, a younger sister to provide for, she begs for mercy. 𝑹𝒚𝒐𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒛𝒖𝒌𝒊 The person the world sees is cold, manipulative, apathetic man who was the next leader of the Yakuza Organization of the states. He was seen as emotionless, even those close to him. Naturally, everyone expected him to get rid of the traitor's family. Except he didn't. He has emotions, but hides them. But there was one person who knew him better than he did and couldn't apply his logic to . . . Her. So what happens when a girl who feels too much and a boy who pretends to feels very little fall for each other and find that they complete each other when their situations pulls them apart?

Cousinly love is overrated (Being edited) by Funnyme10157

How would you feel if you fell in love with your cousin? then woke up one day to find out that you are pregnant with none other then your bad ass player cousin's baby? Read about Bethany Way, who has had it rough since she was little learn to adapt to her new life. Bethany moves in with her cousin Kyle while her dad is sent to Japan for a new job offer. Her cousin Kyle is the same age as her, after getting drunk one night she wakes to find her cousin in her bed and both of them butt nacked. two weeks later she finds out she is pregnant with her cousin's baby. frightened by this she runs away, and gives birth to them. Follow Bethany and Kyle as they go through a rough time with being cousin's to parents in a heart beat. Or will it change in a heart beat to find out that what she all thought was right was all wrong?

Fixing You (Complete) by amwrites

Kendall, a bisexual 16-year-old, is living at home with an abusive mother, who's also an alcoholic. To cope with the physical pain received from her mother's violent actions, she cuts. At school, she has no friends and prefers to be a wallflower, not minding the fact that she goes by unnoticed. One day, her mother dies from liver failure, and at the funeral, Kendall is introduced to Katherine, her mother's friend who will be her new guardian. Kendall moves in with Katherine to their home in Washington. She never expected to fall in love with her daughter, but then again, she never expected to fall in love with Cole either. Or Dani's brother, Spencer. Torn between the three, who will she choose? What happens when the girl who could never trust a soul begins to trust again? Even better: falls in love? Trailer here (Made by TaintedRain): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awBZqmxh-44&list=UUVYkC988rikUP9lExRm2yyw&index=1&feature=plcp Cover by: IsaSecret

Where did my twin go? by myimaginationiswild

Siblings get separated all the time right? then if you ever find your sibling after years and years of being apart and not even knowing the other existed you'd be thrilled. right? Right? WRONG. Sam, at 17. finds out that her whole life has been a lie. her parents aren't her parents, her beloved brother and favorite person in the world isn't really her biological brother. what would you do if you were in a situation like that? but atleast you'd find out that you had a twin. A person who suddenly finds out that they have a twin is supposed to be really happy. then your twin would be thrilled that they got reunited with their twin and that would make things easier right? Again, WRONG. ______________________________________ there will be both heterosexual and homosexual relationships in this story. and if you don't like that I'm really sorry. strong language, so kids, don't read.

The Broken Girl by Asterizm

... I didn't know what to do... so I did nothing. There I was, sprawled onto the ground. Just looking at the sky. Wishing... praying... pleading that it would lift me up and take me far away. The bitter air stung my skin like wasps, but still I laid there my legs bare and my body now trembling, did I care though? Would it be so bad for everything to just stop? ___________________________________________ At a young age Zara had entire life was stripped away from her, but she didn't give up she built a new one... only to have that one torn apart as well. It seems everywhere she goes there's trouble lurking around the corner. There's no escape, and no entrance, it only is. Not only is her mate not what she wanted but yet again a curve ball is thrown into the mix leaving Zara's life in jeopardy. What will happen to Zara will she over come this new problem? Will her life ever be normal? Will her mate change? Or better yet does she want him to? A/N: This is my first story I haven't plotted it I'm just writing and seeing where it gets me. May contain swearing and some possible heated scenes, you have been warned!!!

Not My Life | gxg by kerryanniswriting

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Needing You - Sequel to Wanting You by melissalynn88

I left him. I never thought in a million years I would be the one to walk, but I was. I left the man I was madly in love with, I had no idea where I was even going to go, but I couldn't care less. I walked out and left him, left him standing there looking like I had slapped him across the face. I couldn't stay, only to then have him leave me, only have him stay with me for the baby's sake. Our child. Alex and Blake's relationship came to an end, she could see it coming but didn't want to believe it. How will she cope when she has to watch the man she's desperately in love with marry another woman, can she do it? Or will she finally give up and leave him for good? Can Blake put everything on the line and leave the trapped marriage for good? Especially when he realises just how much he's about to lose with Alex. Will he leave the woman who's made his life nothing but miserable? Who has wrecked all his chances of ever having another shot with Alex, the woman who's carrying his child? Can they ever be together again? Free and able to finally be a family? But as we all know, secrets eventually come out and the heartache comes back. Only this time it's worse than ever.

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The Girl and Her Breaking Heart #1 || ✔

Alexandra Queen, she has never had a normal childhood. Her and her mother were abused by her father and his friend, John. Day in and day out. Their joy was her pain and suffering. No one knew of Alexandra's life at home. She was so good at hiding it, that even her own best friends didn't know what was going on. Alexandra eventually became a natural at hiding her pain from everyone. But one day her father stopped coming home. The abuse towards her and her mother stopped. No more drunken father or John beating and yelling at them. They were left alone. Free from them. They lived in peace for years. They were afraid of him coming back at first but when he didn't, they started their lives again. Willing themselves to push past their past. They began to rebuild themselves. But all that changed senior year. It seemed all fine at first. She made new friends and school was going great. She was ready to graduate. Then everything began to go downhill fast. Old friendships came back to haunt her. Secrets come to light and worst of all, they come back. Alexandra didn't think it could get worst then how she lived her childhood. But how very wrong she was. She then learns what it really meant to get the raw end of life. Follow as Alexandra deals with more then she thought she could handle. Alexandra might be strong willed but nothing could possibly prepare for what was to come. [Please keep in mind that this story is a very fast paced story. It does have around 40 chapters so it might not seem like it. But trust me that it is.] ||Full Disclosure|| I started the book in the end of 8th grade so it needs MAJOR editing. It also does have Sexual Chapters, as well as people of the same sex being together, murder, brutally torture talk of rape and sexual harassment. So if you do not wish to read things like that then this unfortunately isn't the book for you. ||You Have Been Warned|| First book in the Heart series. •Do Not Copy This Book In Anyway•