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The End of Everything

Horsecrazykay17

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Reads 6,597
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Parts 14
Time 3h 32m

Horsecrazykay17

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My eyes fill with tears that pound onto the ground next to his blood. "How does it feel knowing your own best friend doesn't love you! How does it feel knowing that someone you gave your all to walked out of your life? How does it feel?! How does it feel to be in constant pain every day? How does it feel knowing your own family is keeping secrets from you?!" I collapse on the ground and cover my ears to block out the painful phrases. The tears shed and soon enough I'm shaking in pain. "Your own father left you! He didn't love you, he never will", the scary guy yells knowing very well he can affect me. "STOP! STOP", I beg him. "No one loves you. Your brothers are sick of the stress that you constantly cause. They're sick of your little weak mental breakdowns." I sob harder because I know all of it's true. 
 
Nadia Park is fighting to stay alive mentally. She walks around with a fake smile every day and if anyone asks she tells them she is fine. When deep down her family has many secrets of its own, her best friend left her, her mother passed away, her father left her with her older brothers, and she has much more that hits her everyday. Can she take the constant pain? What about her families secrets? Will she ever discover them? Will Nadia ever find the happiness she begs for?All Rights Reserved

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