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Depressed

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Reads 37,724
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Parts 7
Time 8m

angry depressed hopeless mother sister sorry

I wrote this when I was twelve. A lot has changed. 



Thank you all so much for the kind words you continued to send me over the years. 
Thank you.All Rights Reserved

angry depressed hopeless mother sister sorry

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