Drugs & Alcohol
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Ongoing, First published Aug 02, 2014
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(May be a trigger to some) 
What would death be like if it were a book? Well, from my perspective, this would be it. The different kinds of death. There's so many. So many you would not think to be a figure of death. 
(If you are easily triggered read under your own risks, don't push your self please. Stay strong lovelys)
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