Fake or Break
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Last published Wed, Dec 4, 2019
I'm always gonna be that girl in a sex video scandal.
I should have been sent to a place the internet cannot reach; where smartphones aren't treated as if they are part of the limbs. I should fly to Mars right now or travel back to the 1900s. Maybe I could find me an island or a cave to live in.
Living in an island sounds attainable, sure. So why am I here in another shitass college instead, just some 30 fucking kilometers away from the one that recently dismissed me? *Sigh*
See, I've decided not to kill myself for what I did because I don't wanna be remembered as the girl who "hanged herself because she was in a sex video, poor little thing." That's such a dumb idea. Besides, I knew that even if I don't kill myself, I'm gonna die of shame and guilt every single day anyway. Isn't that more thrilling?
So yeah, I fucked my life up, and consequently, life is fucking me.
But I gotta act tough.
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