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I'm tired of black men...but then again I'm not

KeshiaBrownSugaWare

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Reads 2,886
Votes 84
Parts 28
Time 4h 37m

KeshiaBrownSugaWare

Mature

Kashay Taylor, an African American activist who is tired of dealing with no-good black men, is approached by Justin Michaels, a white man fascinated by her. 

However, there is a war going on inside of her. 

Even though black men have not treated her the best, she can't date a white man. That goes against everything she believes. 

She feels like if she dates him, she surrenders a part of herself. 

Caught up in a whirlwind of love and race, somewhere within the caliginous pit, she discovers herself and acknowledges it's not about loving him or any man, but it's about loving herself.

This is not a love story but a journey to self LOVE.All Rights Reserved

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