It is how it is

Who am I ?

I don't have a dream or a hobby, what am I living for ?
Right now I am just existing not living ,what happens when I die today what will People remeber about me?
I want to do something but what ?
So many questions but no answers .
I am sure that every one has something to live for but what is my thing will I ever find it?
How is it possible to care but at the same time to don't give a fuck.