Chances

Only one chance is given and its over. Not for me. I never gave one chance. I gave so many chances picking up my scattered pieces after each one of them. It may seem stupid and crazy but if someone actually thought of it, pain is temporary. You learn to accept it and see through all the cracks.
He broke my heart a little over too many times. I stayed never hoping. I always believed that if he thought of changing for someone it would be me. All my effort poured out of me and it left me senseless to all the pride I had let down to make him let me in. All that's ever on my mind is the endless laughter, long night talks, and warm hugs I received when I felt anxious. I never realized how much I lost myself and I didn't want to accept the truth. I finally did but it still hurts to think he held me tighter than what my heart could bare. He stripped me of all my insecurities and left me wondering what I did wrong.