3:16 AM

'I do not feel the fear of fallin, I wanna fly

If it all goes well then I will

But what if I don't?

I do not feel the fear of fallin

Thought I could fly

It didn't go well, but oh well

What do you know?'

Briella is not scared of falling for this guy and she wants to love him with all of her heart. If things go well then she will love him. She then asks herself what if, as in what if she doesn’t end up loving him. Life is full of risks, but you don’t get to where you want by doing nothing.

She also just lost her brother and doesn’t fear thoughts of herself possibly dying because she wants to go to heaven. According to everything she's said and done, suicide doesn’t seem too crazy.

She’s considering suicide to go to heaven to join her brother to make all well once again, but what if she winds up going to hell?

"John 3:16: For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life."

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