Tú eres mi luz celestial. (Spamano yaoi)

ENTIRE WORK IN ENGLISH
(STORY ON HOLD)
Romano is in love with Spain, he always has been, but he never had enough courage to tell the man. So,
one day he decides to go to the Spaniard's house for a visit, he arrived early to find Spain and France in Spain's room with only their boxers on, in an easily misunderstood position. He flees before Spain can explain the situation to him.
It was innocent, but the harm has already been done. Romano breaks down and hides away from Italy and the rest of the world. Spain begs and pleads for Romano to listen to him and let him in, but he is ignored.
France and Prussia, who have been trying to help their friend in this horrible situation, break into his house to try to explain how dead their best friend has become without his one true love in his life; Romano.
Romano refuses to believe the duo's claims of Spain's love for him and retreats further into himself and his downward spiral into darkness and depression.
Spain, who is grieving the loss of his love, begins to drink excessively, staying out late at nights and starting fights. He becomes his old, almost pirate like self again, arrogant, reckless and cruel.
His smiles are no longer the ones filled with compassion and happiness, instead they're full of bitter venom. His emerald eyes are dull and lacking their usual bright luster.
Spain broke Romano, and Romano broke him in return. Can they heal? Or will they stay broken for the rest of time?
WARNING: Gay sex, depression, alcoholism, mentions of abuse, cussing, nightmares, description of wounds and death, painful misunderstandings and attempted suicide. Please do not read if you are sensitive to these.