Author's Note: This story is a bit slow-paced since I'm trying to build his character. Please be patient with me Y/N lived a miserable life. He is always being bullied, which made his heart cold. He isolated himself from people since he thought that being with them is a pain. He dropped out in college and lived leeching off his parents. His parents decided to kick him outside his house, telling him to go find a job and never come back until he finds one. This made him close his heart from people, building a huge wall that separated him from others. He felt despair, pain, depression, and chose to end his life. He did. But what if fate has another plan for him? Will he live the same way as he did in the past? Will he have someone to break his walls and heal his wounds? Or will he live making the same mistakes again? (This is a kpop fanfic. I know I didn't mention it in the synopsis, but I'll make it one. I'm not so informed about kpop or anything that goes around it, sorry. I got inspired by another fanfic, Becoming a Kpop Idol so expect this story to be almost the same as the fanfic.) -The illustrations that I'll use are not mine so credits to the owners #1 kpopxreader 12/23/19 #1 malereader 12/23/19 #1 gameelements #1 opmc 12/28/19 #3 gaming 12/28/19