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I'm Not Me

Aw3som3lyWi3rdo13

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hope mylife selfdiscovery

They're smiling, they must be happy. They're laughing, they must be happy. They're family isn't arguing, they must be happy. They're not crying, they must be happy. 

That's what we've believed for centuries, but it's the biggest lie. There's always bad times, always downsides. Everyone goes through something. 

Jessica is one person, one out of 7 billion, and just like everyone else she's gone through something. But, she decided to write a letter, a letter to no one and everyone at the same time. A letter to let go.All Rights Reserved

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