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I'm Not Me
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Complete, First published Dec 06, 2019
They're smiling, they must be happy. They're laughing, they must be happy. They're family isn't arguing, they must be happy. They're not crying, they must be happy. 

That's what we've believed for centuries, but it's the biggest lie. There's always bad times, always downsides. Everyone goes through something. 

Jessica is one person, one out of 7 billion, and just like everyone else she's gone through something. But, she decided to write a letter, a letter to no one and everyone at the same time. A letter to let go.
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