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I'm Not Me

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They're smiling, they must be happy. They're laughing, they must be happy. They're family isn't arguing, they must be happy. They're not crying, they must be happy. 

That's what we've believed for centuries, but it's the biggest lie. There's always bad times, always downsides. Everyone goes through something. 

Jessica is one person, one out of 7 billion, and just like everyone else she's gone through something. But, she decided to write a letter, a letter to no one and everyone at the same time. A letter to let go.All Rights Reserved

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Started With A Lie ✓ by Anne_Iryx

#1 "Lie. Everything is Lie. My life is totally a Lie" -Amelia Collins __ Amelia Collins's life is full of lies. Her life is playing with her happiness until the accident happened in her life. On her 5 years birthday, she lost her family. Her brother, mother and her father. But when her uncle took her to his home, her life turned into lies. She was treated like working machine in her uncle's home. She was unhappy with her life until Reeds entered into her life with lots of excitement and hatred. •••••••••••••••• "I had hate her from the day, I saw her. But I never expected that I would fall for her." -Damon Reed __ He had fallen in love with little Amelia as his eyes fell on her, 15 years ago. But I lost contact with her. 15 years later, he found her but didn't recognise her. He wished to marry her but he didn't know whom he thought her, was actually her cousin with her name. ••• Does he really know truth behind those eyes, he hated? Or he was fooled by those eyes? Or those eyes hide many secrets? A game was played there, maybe game of destiny, bringing the 2 soul together. __________ #17- #alone [21-08-2020] #10- #watty2020 [25-08-2020] #02- #lie [21-08-2020] #07- #cry [14-08-2020] #01- #twins [08-10-2020] #01- #billionaire [24-11-2020] #01- #runaway [26-11-2020] Started: 25/12/2019 Completed: 03/10/2020

Mystery Diary (DISCONTINUED) by masra112

Ok started this in 2017, it's currently 2019 and I'm not the same person who wrote this, my style is completely different and so are my opinions and personality, I apologise if u want to read this but I like to keep it up on here as a memory of who I was. Elle Gordy. That's me. Plain old Elle Gordy. I was completely happy and content with my life. That's what everyone thought. No one knew how I hated almost every day in the year. There's more to me than what meets the eye. No one knew that I was thriving for something interesting to happen in my life. Everyone saw me as a straight A student who never did anything wrong. Because everyone saw me as that person I could never be anything else. Until something changed everything. Something gave me a chance to be myself. And this is how it all happened.

Lost by br1annae

"Everyone hopes for that perfect life, but me I just want to be happy. Maybe this new school will help. I don't know anymore. Everything was okay until it happened. Now I'm moving away and trying to find ways to cope. I remember her smile. I remember everything she did for me even though we didn't have a lot of money. She did everything she could to make me happy. As I look out the window tears slowly run down my face. " Change is different and new but it may end up being be better than you thought.

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞✅ (Completed and Editing) by Q_Esther1

☞︎︎︎𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 & 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠☜︎︎︎ Reads--800✅900✅1.k✅2.k□ 🥇1𝚜𝚝 𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 (𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛) 𝚏𝚘𝚛 #thecoronationawards2020 🥈2𝚗𝚍 𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 (𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛) 𝚒𝚗 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚜 𝙰𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 2020 Wonderful Cover done by the amazing @𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐲𝐄01. Aesthetic for Jessica done by the lovely @𝐈𝐜𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐱𝐨 Make sure you check them out, and Gracias for giving this story a chance. ✍︎ Isn't it a wonderful feeling, knowing you have someone special at your side to call your own; your forever love? But after analyzing the situation, how will you react to it when the 𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉 rears its ugly head? Your worst nightmares spiralling out of control and becoming reality; but can you escape its clutches before it's too late?

Family Comes First by CRAZY40429

Being alone? Check. Being afraid? Check. Being abused? Check times 3. Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care... SIKE! My life was always bad. From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked: 'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts. 'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do. 'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward. 'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household. Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some. 'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do. 'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always. 'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes. *** This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born? Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies. ___ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion! ____ Highest Rankings: #1 in Rules: Oct. 18. 2020 #1 in Truth: Jan. 16. 2021 #1 in Alcohol: Jun. 18. 2021

Invisible by andreaellyce

When 18-year-old Emma Dawson was raped after her junior year in high school, her entire world fell apart. Especially when her egocentric father didn't believe a word she said. Her step-brother then gave her an ultimatum, one she couldn't turn down. Luckily for her, she didn't have to live through the torture for a long period of time. But now, since her therapist is forcing her to live with her father for the summer, she has no choice. Live with her stepbrother, allow him to do whatever he wants to her, whenever he wants, or be forced to watch her eight year old sister go through the same torment. Forced to keep her mouth shut, forced to be raped without any control, she decides to stay silent, to never speak to her family, anyone. Until she runs into one of her old friends, Aiden Carter, a loyal, athletic overachiever. Then, she starts to remember her old world, the world that was taken away from her. When she faces her past, her secrets fall apart. She has to let go of the fear, listen to her own voice that has been telling her to break open from the beginning. And if she doesn't, she knows she'll risk losing the one person who is most important to her: Herself.

Captive{ated} by Gabs604

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My Bad Luck by Reading_Ig2

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Love Incarnated. by WinterBearz

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Broken Shell (An ISAT Story) by ArtsyDoggie

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Started With A Lie ✓

#1 "Lie. Everything is Lie. My life is totally a Lie" -Amelia Collins Amelia Collins's life is full of lies. Her life is playing with her happiness until the accident happened in her life. On her 5 years birthday, she lost her family. Her brother, mother and her father. But when her uncle took her to his home, her life turned into lies. She was treated like working machine in her uncle's home. She was unhappy with her life until Reeds entered into her life with lots of excitement and hatred. •••••••••••••••• "I had hate her from the day, I saw her. But I never expected that I would fall for her." -Damon Reed He had fallen in love with little Amelia as his eyes fell on her, 15 years ago. But I lost contact with her. 15 years later, he found her but didn't recognise her. He wished to marry her but he didn't know whom he thought her, was actually her cousin with her name. ••• Does he really know truth behind those eyes, he hated? Or he was fooled by those eyes? Or those eyes hide many secrets? A game was played there, maybe game of destiny, bringing the 2 soul together. __________ #17- #alone [21-08-2020] #10- #watty2020 [25-08-2020] #02- #lie [21-08-2020] #07- #cry [14-08-2020] #01- #twins [08-10-2020] #01- #billionaire [24-11-2020] #01- #runaway [26-11-2020] Started: 25/12/2019 Completed: 03/10/2020