Beautiful Monster

"You give me mixed feelings. One moment I love you and I feel butterflies whenever I see you or whenever i'm with you and I tend to stutter a lot when i'm with you or I see then the next moment I hate you and I never want to talk to you again but then again, I miss talking to you everyday and I miss our conversations and it's fucked up. Us. We're fucked up. We both keep messing up. But in the end I will always love you no matter what. You're always on my mind 24/7; you're in my dreams every night. The butterflies come when you touch me. We're complicated but in the end it's worth it. I could never survive a day without you. It breaks my heart when i'm not the reason you smile and another girl is. It breaks my heart when i'm not the reason you're happy and another girl is. You're mine only, you're my one and only. But whenever we fall apart and we start talking, I start to fall in love with you again but you've already fallen in love with another girl. I call you Beautiful Monster."