intruder

"a word and you can say bye," i warned as i hold the knife up to her throat, not breaking the eye contact.

"you don't have to do this," she whispered calmly as she slowly placed a hand on mine.

"what the hell, do you really want to die?" as i slightly pushed the blade into her skin.

"you don't have to this, you still have time to put things right," she reminds.

"no i must, i have to do this, there's no going back," i was determined yet afraid, angered and lost.

"do you want to talk about it?" she asked as i collapsed to the floor. what the hell am i even doing? this is not me, it isn't.
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isn't it surreal where fate brings us to?

ray parker, always so close to destruction or maybe he was destruction himself. unexpectedly, meets upon peace herself. something he wished he was. but when destruction and peace comes together, the sun finally shines, bringing light. something everyone needs.