"If I told you my secrets, you would never look at me the same."
His fingertips graze my jaw, travelling up behind my ear and into my hair. I let out a soft sigh, unsure of how I feel about all of this. It's all sort of abrupt, but the way my stomach flutters when I'm around him is undeniable. Jaxon inches his face closer and I'm sure he's going to kiss me. Only he doesn't. He shakes his head and steps back, rethinking his choice. And now, he's gone. He's left me, in the empty parking lot of Cardinal Carter, and all I'm left with is the chanting from the field. I turn my head and watch him pick up his pace as he nears his Jeep. He fooled me. Again. Really, I should've never let an old flame burn twice.
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If anyone's experienced childhood trauma, it's Stella Blake. In her just fourteen years of life, she's witnessed her abusive, alcoholic father repeatedly beat her mother, saved her mother's life during the last straw, and truly knows what poverty is like. Headed into her freshman year of the prestigious Cardinal Carter Academy, Stella finally feels as if she's better. She knows she is. Her mother and her are doing fine now-financially and mentally. So what could go wrong?
Jaxon Spade is the complete opposite. A once good boy turned Juvenile, the Junior carries an immense secret. One that he's sure will dethrone him as king. Jaxon is set to be the heir of the Canadian Mafia, also known as his fathers company, Spade Industries. Often seen as a rich boy who doesn't understand the ways of survival, he was once declared as Stella Blake's first love. Hiding family troubles of his own, Jaxon emotionally struggles to get by. That is, until he lays his eyes on Stella Blake.
Prequel to Good Gone Bad - if you'd like some insight on the characters after their high school experiences, I suggest you read that first.
"When did I become your girl?" I asked after staring out at the fair for a whole minute while the Ferris wheel slowly took us to the top. I turned to look at Jaxson to see his face was completely emotionless other than the small smirk that tugged on his lips.
"From the moment you challenged me in the cafeteria," He answered, giving me a one shoulder shrug. Within a second he scooted forward in his seat to where his face was only inches away from mine. My heart skipped a beat as my eyes met his, his grey ones piercing into mine.
"What if I don't want to be your girl?" I breathed out, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Did you ever have a choice?"
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Lily Spears is the model good girl. She is in the top five percent of her class, is the third in command in her ROTC unit, never parties, and never gets in trouble with the law. She suffers from small panic attacks, depression, and is trying to get over the heartbreak of being cheated on and dumped.
Jaxson Knight runs the school and his family runs the town. His father literally owns the majority of the town, which means Jaxson Knight doesn't have to worry about anything. He is supposed to inherit his father's business, which includes making people disappear. Anyone who wrongs them disappears and the police turn a blind eye to it. They were a dangerous family and everyone knows to stay away from them and not attract their attention.
So what happens when the good girl challenges the bad boy and then saves his life? All his attention is on her.
Highest Rankings
#5 Love (6/21/23)
NOTE: This story contains depression, panic attacks, suicidal thoughts and tendencies, and rape.