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Control my Demon

Arodil_Schurikan

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Arodil_Schurikan

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Hallo vielleicht kennt ihr das Lied "Control" von Halsey. Ich selbst habe es vor kurzem kennengelernt und war so inspiriert, dass ich angefangen habe, eine Geschichte zu schreiben, basierend auf dem Lied. Es hält sich nicht eins zu ein an das Lied, aber ich hoffe, es gefällt euch dennoch.
Es geht um ein Mädchen Namens Lia. Ihre Eltern haben wenig Geld, daher haben sie sie verkauft, als sie sieben Jahre alt. 
Ihr Käufer brachten sie zu einem Haus, in dem es, Gerüchten zufolge, einen großen Schatz gibt. Lia betrat das Haus ... die Tür schlug zu ... sie kam nie wieder raus ... bis heute ist sie dortAll Rights Reserved

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accidents happen (ON HOLD) by rinarecs

"You chose him. You stood in front of me and flaunted your relationship in front of my eyes." I move to grasp his arm, but he flinches away from me. Our eyes meet, and though I see indifference in his, I feel a stinging sense of hatred. "I wanted you. I made that very clear, and you wanted me; as much as you wanna play pretend and act unbothered, you wanted me." I take a step back, putting space between us. " That's not fair-" he steps closer. " Isn't it? You show off your love for him; you act like you're my friend and act as if you're blind to how I look at you. You act as if we never happened." "No," I gasp out, "we never happened." " "We didn't? Maybe nothing physical happened, but tell me you never felt anything; tell me we are nothing more than friends." I want to speak the words, turn and leave, and never look his way again, but I don't. I stand there frozen. He nods, "All you need to do is say the word, and I'll forget it all. I'll turn and leave and never speak like this again." He stares at me, his eyes pleading with me to hear his words and let him go. "I can't." The words barely leave my mouth before his lips are on mine, and I'm pressed against the wall. ~~~ I'm not sure how long I'll keep this up or how much people will like it. A lot of credit to @grraciie_ for inspiration (BBR). I read it a few years ago😭 still waiting for an ending. I credit Ashely Kutcher because my girl was playing on a loop the whole time I wrote. I've always wanted to write, but I'm much better at informational writing than fictional writing. Hopefully, people like this enough for me to continue. I use Grammarly, so if anything sounds AI-like, it's because an AI corrected it. Any references to other works will be sourced in this description, any other resemblances to other pieces of work or real occurrences are all coincidental. This is a work of fiction. This is my work.

Started With A Lie ✓ by Anne_Iryx

#1 "Lie. Everything is Lie. My life is totally a Lie" -Amelia Collins __ Amelia Collins's life is full of lies. Her life is playing with her happiness until the accident happened in her life. On her 5 years birthday, she lost her family. Her brother, mother and her father. But when her uncle took her to his home, her life turned into lies. She was treated like working machine in her uncle's home. She was unhappy with her life until Reeds entered into her life with lots of excitement and hatred. •••••••••••••••• "I had hate her from the day, I saw her. But I never expected that I would fall for her." -Damon Reed __ He had fallen in love with little Amelia as his eyes fell on her, 15 years ago. But I lost contact with her. 15 years later, he found her but didn't recognise her. He wished to marry her but he didn't know whom he thought her, was actually her cousin with her name. ••• Does he really know truth behind those eyes, he hated? Or he was fooled by those eyes? Or those eyes hide many secrets? A game was played there, maybe game of destiny, bringing the 2 soul together. __________ #17- #alone [21-08-2020] #10- #watty2020 [25-08-2020] #02- #lie [21-08-2020] #07- #cry [14-08-2020] #01- #twins [08-10-2020] #01- #billionaire [24-11-2020] #01- #runaway [26-11-2020] Started: 25/12/2019 Completed: 03/10/2020

Indecorous by rosieredness

(18+ EXPLICIT CONTENT) "Attract a lot of attention, huh beautiful?" His voice hit me like a wall, absurdly catching me off guard. It was deep, sensual, something any girl (or boy) could melt over. I was sort of speechless, yet trying my best to appear unafflicted. "Only the wrong ones." That was definitely drunken me talking, as I didn't usually have that much confidence. His lips twitched up into a smirk, expressing that he understood my comment. "Does that mean that I'm in that category?" My palms began to grow sweaty and my heart rate picked up, but otherwise my body remained relaxed, appearing completely fine. It similar to when you're on autopilot, completely withdrawn due to intoxication. "I suppose not," I crossed my arms, putting on this seductive persona just for him. This fueled his smirk, about to murmur another comment before I cut him off. "You'll have to show me, though." *** Amelia Hollis was a 23-year-old writer at one of the local publishing companies, assisting a very handsome man and writing articles left and right. Her and her best friend, Aviary, lived together in a cute little apartment off the central part of the city, yearning to create new memories and important moments. Amelia always lived for the moments, taking in every little detail and savoring it like it was her favorite meal. She was an optimist, hoping to change peoples lives with her dreams. James Vallette was a 34-year-old CEO, building his company from dirt with the help of his brother. He was a realist, not really having time to deal with dreams or even love. He knew this the night he laid eyes on Amelia. It was only casual; what harm could a one-night stand do? Oh yeah, he's her dad's boss.

She's Married To Rasmus✔️ by marsntalwrites

Rasmus was shocked when he saw me and it was as if he saw a ghost. Fuck! Why did you do this to me! You said you didn't have a relationship with her but now it's clear to me! I can see it with my own two eyes that they love each other! "Sheryl." He softly said my name. He stood up causing his woman to move away from him. "Look it is not what you think.." I don't know if I was imagining it because I just saw his emotion as if he was afraid and feel sorry for me or sad. "Ras stop it! What are you talking about? We kissed didn't we? Why do you have to explain to her?!" His woman seems annoyed. Rasmus couldn't take his eyes off me and even surprised his woman when he pulled back his arm that was holding her. He slowly walked towards me. My tears just continued to fall and my vision was blurred because of the tireless release of water from my eyes "Hey, I don't know how to explain this but believe me I didn't kiss her." He still managed to lie in front of me?! My fists clenched. I just smiled bitterly at him before I turned and ran out of the house. I didn't look at him again and I know he followed me because I heard him calling my name. I can barely see the road I'm running to because of my blurred vision. It hurt so much! It's like I'm slowly being crushed by this disease. Why did I love someone like him and why didn't I love Tristan? He is better over him! Why is the world so unfair?! Why me?! I was deaf and I couldn't hear anything because my mind was consumed by emotions. I don't know if this road I ran is still right. I suddenly came back to my thoughts when I heard a loud beep of a car. The last thing I saw was Rasmus' shocked eyes as he ran towards me. It happened so fast, I didn't realize that I was hit by a car, thrown in the air and fell it caused my vision to darken. ******** Mature content | R18+ Highest rank #1 - hates

Come Over When You're Sober PT.1| A Gustav Ahr Fanfiction| Hellboyyy_| by Hellboyyy_

*UNDER REVISION* -- !TW! This book contains strong language, sexual content, drugs, drug abuse, self-harm, and death. Reader desecration is advised. -- "You wanna try?" Peep was referring to his skateboard. "I'm scared but it looks so cool when you do it," He chuckled at me making me smile. "Come on, you can hold on to me," getting off the skateboard, he grabbed my hand and helped me get on. He didn't even make me do anything, he just held my hands and pulled me to our next destination. "So tell me, what's your real name?" I was curious. I have been since the day I met him at the corner store. "It's Gustav Elijah Åhr," I smiled at this. "Oh wow, we're giving full governments now are we?" I giggled. "Well, you already know mine," "Don't you have a middle name?" He asked shocked. "Nope, my dad thought it would make my name too long. He says middle names don't mean anything because it's only your first and Last name that'll be known to the world," His head dropped for a second. "Your dad sounds really supportive," His voice was quiet, I had obviously said something wrong or triggered something. "When he wants to be. He's never really around. He's not even home now," Peep would stop pulling and ushered me to get off which I complied with. We were in front of a tan-ish house. "Welcome to my humble abode. We're gonna watch the stars tonight,"

Can't Buy Me Love by srscrapper

"Breathing. Something I've always known how to do, yet sometimes it seems impossible. I sat in the passenger seat of a red convertible Mustang. The car belonged to my... would you call him my owner? I sat with my knees pulled up to my chest, I put my hand on the window of the car, wiping away some of the fog. My father and the guy who had just bought me, shook hands, finalizing the arrangement, as they stood on our front porch... or could you even call it that? The rain came down making it hard to see. Yes, breathing. Everyone knows how to do it, but it's normal for someone to forget how to, right? Right now, I felt as if my lungs had been ripped from my chest... or was that just my heart? My buyer ran from the porch, covering his head with his jacket. He stepped into his Mustang, and pulled it into reverse. Then with a simple movement, he turned the vehicle around and headed down the drive. I watched as my whole world slipped away." -Can't Buy Me Love *************************************** They were best friends, he was rich, she lived in a trailer. He moved away when she was 13 and then he moves back when she's 17. All her dad ever cared about was money, so for most of her life her dad had told her he was gonna sell her to a rich man, as soon as she was 18. But she wants nothing more than to be with her childhood love. Will he save her from her fate or will she get sold off to some loaded obnoxious stranger? She has secrets, he has secrets, a shadow lurks in the darkness watching her... can love even grow from that? ****** *Some mature content: Abuse and mature language*

Broken by canadianpurplesmurf

*****THIS STORY WILL BE COMING DOWN! PUBLISHING IT ON AMAZON KINDLE!****** "What really happened to you?" He asked touching my swollen cheek. I backed away . "I told you what happened. I am a klutz." I argued "I can tell when you are lying. Any other time I would have given you space but you come back with your face beat up? And you will not tell us what happened? I want to know. This is involving your health and I need to know." He said seriously "There is nothing to say." I said turning to walk away. He gently grabbed my arm stopping me. I winced involuntarily. I think he saw me. "Who did this to you?" He asked pleading. I looked at him for a few moments. "No one." I lied again "You're lying" He observed "God! You are so......so.....so damn frustrating! You do not know when to back off! Why can't you just leave me alone!" I fumed "Because it is you we are talking about" he said stepping closer "What does that have to do with anything?!" I questioned backing up as he stepped closer "Because I don't want you hurt" he said getting even closer. I backed up till I couldn't any more "Why? I am not important. I don't mean anything. The only reason I am even stayed alive this long is because of Aaron!" I spat. "Don't you ever say that! You are not nothing! You are important!" He growled in anger "Yeah right! Like you would know!" i retorted. We glared at each other for a few second then Marc grabbed my face in his hand and passionately kissed me. I was taken by surprise. We kissed for a few minutes until I pulled away and turned my head. "Forget this happened" I whispered as I walked past him back to the others and he quickly followed.

His Surrogate || COMPLETED [EDITED] by Derachi20

Have you ever been in a situation where a one night stand mistake changes your entire life? *** "And what if I remember you or what happened that very day, that doesn't prove I'm responsible for that life growing inside you." He said, glaring down at me. I seriously can't believe this punk! "Are you trying to say I'm some slut?" "I don't know, you tell me." He said, still glaring down at me. I felt my rage rushing into my head, blocking my sense of reasoning at this moment. "You really have some nerve to refer to me as some slut, but no matter how hard you try to put or twist it to your story. It still doesn't change the fact and truth of this situation. You are responsible for this baby!" I yelled in anger. I saw a surprise look flash through his face, but he immediately covered it up and took a step back. Resting his hip on his desk, and putting both hands into his pants pocket. "Fine. How much will it take you to remove that, and after removing it?" He asked. My eyes went wide when I understood what he was talking about. He's not only an egoistic punk, but a very heartless human being. "You must be going out of your mind if you think I'll abort this child!" I half yelled at him in anger, but it seemed like my words weren't making much of an impact on him. "Why are you trying to make things more difficult for yourself? You know that night was a mistake, so why are you trying to make it such a big deal to ruin my reputation?" He said, angry. I felt hurt by his words. It was all a mistake, but it created another life growing inside me. Why do I even feel hurt? I'm not meant to be.. *** This book completed version is available on Amazon. https://www.amazon.com/His-Surrogate-Heartbreak-pregnant-surrogacy-ebook/dp/B0D7SWRD4L/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1D978HK16N5GU&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.n3u7OtM5D9DGktqVEQHViw.rizlbZnq74jWRky4eCjm4Gd9B6Au_0_tnAKY2DWr4Iw&dib_tag=se&keywords=Books+by+Theodora+Chijioke&qid=1719145082&sprefix=books+by+theodora+chijioke+%2Caps%2C1662&sr=8-1

Invisible Scars by ContagiousLaughs

**** I'd like to make it known that I was 14 when I wrote this. here is a BIG TRIGGER WARNING. It deals heavily with abuse among other things when I thought It was cool as a edgy teen filled with anxiety and despair. It's a wild ride and It is not even that good and I would change A LOT of the words in there cause some might be offensive or triggering to others. So, yeah, just read at your own risk. **** I stared into the brown eyes of the boy I've grown to love. "Jake, A lady could be mentally ill on the inside, but be a supermodel on the outside. You have to understand that not all scars are visible. But it doesn't mean those scars won't heal." He stared at me before closing the distance between us with his lips. 2014 copyright. The cover is made by me.

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accidents happen (ON HOLD)

"You chose him. You stood in front of me and flaunted your relationship in front of my eyes." I move to grasp his arm, but he flinches away from me. Our eyes meet, and though I see indifference in his, I feel a stinging sense of hatred. "I wanted you. I made that very clear, and you wanted me; as much as you wanna play pretend and act unbothered, you wanted me." I take a step back, putting space between us. " That's not fair-" he steps closer. " Isn't it? You show off your love for him; you act like you're my friend and act as if you're blind to how I look at you. You act as if we never happened." "No," I gasp out, "we never happened." " "We didn't? Maybe nothing physical happened, but tell me you never felt anything; tell me we are nothing more than friends." I want to speak the words, turn and leave, and never look his way again, but I don't. I stand there frozen. He nods, "All you need to do is say the word, and I'll forget it all. I'll turn and leave and never speak like this again." He stares at me, his eyes pleading with me to hear his words and let him go. "I can't." The words barely leave my mouth before his lips are on mine, and I'm pressed against the wall. ~~~ I'm not sure how long I'll keep this up or how much people will like it. A lot of credit to @grraciie_ for inspiration (BBR). I read it a few years ago😭 still waiting for an ending. I credit Ashely Kutcher because my girl was playing on a loop the whole time I wrote. I've always wanted to write, but I'm much better at informational writing than fictional writing. Hopefully, people like this enough for me to continue. I use Grammarly, so if anything sounds AI-like, it's because an AI corrected it. Any references to other works will be sourced in this description, any other resemblances to other pieces of work or real occurrences are all coincidental. This is a work of fiction. This is my work.