Happiness and lies She was happy for a while because he told her "I LOVE YOU BABY". She was happy for a while because he treated her with respect and made her feel special. She felt like he was a gift given by the heavens But I guess he lied. Now she's crying, Hurting, calling good guys names. Cursing the whole world and thinking about writing her last goodbyes on a piece of paper, What a Shame that is. I hope she could've noticed the guy from the shadows, The Shy dude who loved her deeply. The " NERD" who kind enough to listen to her stories. The "NERD" who always carried her pain as if she was a Queen. The only person who is cable and able to sacrifice a piece of himself just to hear her voice. Then again I guess Lies are a mirage of happiness And hallucinations give us a vivid portrait of a perfect proclamation about what life and love is. That's how she really felt when he told her "I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU" knowing very well that he's lying but who can blame her? She only wanted to feel loved. His "LOVE" came at an unbearable cost, Leaving her with a rope on her neck and a letter that is whipping so much tears after seeing such .. Such... Well the nerd got left behind with no redemption or a shot at companionship.