Drown in You
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soliloquyjay
Ongoing, First published Dec 07, 2019
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Will Parker has been in and out of foster homes since he was 14 months old. Failed placement after failed placement has left him abused, scarred, and closed off. Then, he finds himself staying in a small beach town in Long Island, New York, where he meets Noah Smith. 
Noah has it good. He's smart, popular, and a talented actor. Will is bitter and jealous of the life Noah has, and the two don't get along. But soon, things start to change.
Is Noah the one who can break down Will's barriers and teach him to trust again?

*this book contains some mature language, drug use, and themes of abuse/trauma. please use discretion*
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