4 parts Complete Gun has a limited time. His love has an expiration date. Gun's life is like a bomb-every hour-every minute-ever second counts, but Gun's heart started beating-but the beating will either kill him or make him live.
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"I didn't-even tell him na khrab-how much I-lo-love him." I mumble. It was too messy. My hiccups are too much. When he left me, my life ended. I can't find the will to continue living. I attempted suicide a lot of times, but my friends stopped me on time.
"I am very-coward-I should have-told him na khrab-my-my feelings way-way back before." I continue. The agony is eating me up alive. "Do you think Ai'Gun regret anything? He fucking didn't Ai'Mark!" P'Plan harshly pulls my face up.
Everyone has tears on their eyes, "We-also love Ai'Gun. You-are not-the only person-who lost-something Ai'Mark." Ai'Title broke his voice a lot of times. I only started back at him, "He was-our special friend-Ai'Mark. We love him-so much." Ai'Perth tried his best, but failed as well. P'Plan harshly wipe his tears off his face, "I freaking study hard-just to help him-I wanted him-to be alive-as much as you want-him to be alive Ai'Mark!"
Ai'Saint didn't say anything. He only cries silently beside us. "Here!" Ai'Perth gave me a folded paper. I decided to wipe my tears, "What's this?" I asked him. Everyone avoided my gaze, "It's better for you to-read it Ai'Mark. We-also have our letters na khrab." Ai'Title said.
They didn't insist on stay in my apartment. Actually they quickly left after giving the folded paper to me. I settle myself on the same spot Ai'Gun sat, before unfolding the paper, it started with, "Dear Mark Siwat..."
And I lost it. I lost Ai'Gun.
And I know in my heart that it will never beat for anyone the same way it beats for Ai'Gun.
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