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You are my addiction

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Time 9h 48m

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"I love you Kao, sooo much that you are an addiction for me and i can't live with out you, So, I have decided to live with insecurity over living away from you, Do not expect that I will  trust or understand you completely or expect me not to think you were with someone everytime you get late to come home or not pick my calls, so, If you do not have problem with my insecurity, sure I would love to get back together" Pete sounded cold, colder than north pole but uncontrollable tears streaming in his eyes are giving him away. 
Kao sitting opposite to Pete is not sad, He is scared, scared to the core that he is visibly trembling, the thought that he hurt Pete to this point is killing him from inside. He is feeling like 1000 needles are poking him everywhere, its hurting soo much that he wants someone to stab him and end the pain at the very moment. But he knows he can't give in, its time for him to balance the relationship on his shoulders alone, he knows he has to stand strong for his love, he knows he has to fight this war till the end for Pete, so he composed himself and said "Sure, Pete. But don't worry, it won't take long before we get back to our old times,  You are gonna trust me again, you will forget all your insecurities and be happy with me. I won't rest until it happens" Kao himself was surprised at the confidence in his voice.
The tears streaming down Pete's eyes finally stopped, He lift his eyes to take a clear look at Kao in what felt like a long time, as he slowly nodded while he whispered "I hope so Kao, I hope so" Pete sounded hopeless but desperate and Kao swore to himself that he will get his Pete back even if it meant loosing everything else.All Rights Reserved

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