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You are my addiction

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"I love you Kao, sooo much that you are an addiction for me and i can't live with out you, So, I have decided to live with insecurity over living away from you, Do not expect that I will  trust or understand you completely or expect me not to think you were with someone everytime you get late to come home or not pick my calls, so, If you do not have problem with my insecurity, sure I would love to get back together" Pete sounded cold, colder than north pole but uncontrollable tears streaming in his eyes are giving him away. 
Kao sitting opposite to Pete is not sad, He is scared, scared to the core that he is visibly trembling, the thought that he hurt Pete to this point is killing him from inside. He is feeling like 1000 needles are poking him everywhere, its hurting soo much that he wants someone to stab him and end the pain at the very moment. But he knows he can't give in, its time for him to balance the relationship on his shoulders alone, he knows he has to stand strong for his love, he knows he has to fight this war till the end for Pete, so he composed himself and said "Sure, Pete. But don't worry, it won't take long before we get back to our old times,  You are gonna trust me again, you will forget all your insecurities and be happy with me. I won't rest until it happens" Kao himself was surprised at the confidence in his voice.
The tears streaming down Pete's eyes finally stopped, He lift his eyes to take a clear look at Kao in what felt like a long time, as he slowly nodded while he whispered "I hope so Kao, I hope so" Pete sounded hopeless but desperate and Kao swore to himself that he will get his Pete back even if it meant loosing everything else.All Rights Reserved

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My Husband is a phyco by roadster123

" I love you " He said while smiling and coming towards me. I started to take back steps. My eyes is full of tears. I am shivering and scared to see him. Suddenly I got hit by wall. I am about to escape. He pulled me and pinned to wall. " AH.... " I yelled loudly. His danger eyes, His Smile, His voice making me scare more. His touch. I am literally shivering more and more. He slowly placed his hand on my face. My eyes rolled towards his hand. No.... No... No... please.... leave me. " Are you okay ? Why are you crying ? " He said in sad tone. I started to cry badly. " Don't cry " He said calmly wiping my tears. He started to stare at me. He is so close to me. I ignored him and just crying with all my heart. " I said don't cry " He said a little anger in his voice. He removed his hands from me and placed his both hands on his head. He is about to get angry. " DON'T CRY !!!! " This time he shouted so loudly. My heart stopped a second. He hit the wall with his hand angrily. His hand is bleeding. " I... I... can't see you cry. I won't let you cry. No...No.... I... love you.. I love you " I seen a vibration in his voice. small tears are in his eyes. This is not a love. It is mad. " You are mine " He said and smiled at me. He took my hand. I am so scared of him. I am about to take back my hand. He looked at me angrily. He pulled my hand to him. He started to stare at wedding ring. He slowly kissed my ring. A shiver hit in my heart. " My wife " He said smiling at me and pulled me into a tight hug. I closed my eyes tightly and started to cry. This is not love. It's physco. YOU ARE A PHYSCO !!!!! MR. WILSON WIKE !!!!!

If OUR LOVE IS TRUE by Joeysparkles

............. ON GOING ......... ⚠️ FULL OF STRONG SMUTS INSIDE " please.... please promise me you won't let me go p'kim " i cupped his face while tears drowned down my face itself. His fingers pulled me closer by my waist & he hurriedly wipes my tears off with his lips. " C- chay please....." He said worried. His hands on my waist as i sat on his lap curled up in his arms around. " Please promise me..... promise me that if i ever try to run away you'd catch me up and ...argh...not let me go!!! " I cried loud My voice cracked as I joined our heads and all i could see was him, his scared eyes as he looks into mine and his hands on my waist clenched tightly. " I will hurt you ....if i ever try to do so ..." He looks down in guilt. " It won't be soft ! He whispered biting his lips tightly. " Just do it then ! " I respond back pulling his collar to me making him look me in the eye . His hands caressed my nape and i nodd sobbing in his arms. Is he the same man that didn't blink before he tried to hurt me ? The time changes so fast na p ? Now that I've seen it, it feels like I've got all your love in me. " Promise me you'll pull me back even from hell to you !! " I whispered . He looks into my eye and nodd back crying. The first time I've seen this man crying....& he cried for me ? " I promise. even if i have to flow the blood of others or mine,i will keep you to myself" he said softly and kissed me . The night was restless. Not just our minds but our bodies that wanted nothing but each other to the fullest extent. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED by Joeysparkles _____________Stay tuned_______________ Story started on : nov 9, 2022 Ending : on going !!!!

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Love Lives in His Eyes [BL] by AmberFullMoon

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Addicted by BD_Connoll

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My Husband is a phyco

" I love you " He said while smiling and coming towards me. I started to take back steps. My eyes is full of tears. I am shivering and scared to see him. Suddenly I got hit by wall. I am about to escape. He pulled me and pinned to wall. " AH.... " I yelled loudly. His danger eyes, His Smile, His voice making me scare more. His touch. I am literally shivering more and more. He slowly placed his hand on my face. My eyes rolled towards his hand. No.... No... No... please.... leave me. " Are you okay ? Why are you crying ? " He said in sad tone. I started to cry badly. " Don't cry " He said calmly wiping my tears. He started to stare at me. He is so close to me. I ignored him and just crying with all my heart. " I said don't cry " He said a little anger in his voice. He removed his hands from me and placed his both hands on his head. He is about to get angry. " DON'T CRY !!!! " This time he shouted so loudly. My heart stopped a second. He hit the wall with his hand angrily. His hand is bleeding. " I... I... can't see you cry. I won't let you cry. No...No.... I... love you.. I love you " I seen a vibration in his voice. small tears are in his eyes. This is not a love. It is mad. " You are mine " He said and smiled at me. He took my hand. I am so scared of him. I am about to take back my hand. He looked at me angrily. He pulled my hand to him. He started to stare at wedding ring. He slowly kissed my ring. A shiver hit in my heart. " My wife " He said smiling at me and pulled me into a tight hug. I closed my eyes tightly and started to cry. This is not love. It's physco. YOU ARE A PHYSCO !!!!! MR. WILSON WIKE !!!!!