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〙𝓗ideous〘 ➭ JiKook, KookMin

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Life has never been easy for anyone. 
Probably every human being on earth felt bad in their lives at least once. Some were sad about their pets passing away, others may accidentally destroy their grandparent's beloved vase. Whereas others tend to (un-)knowingly destroy themselves against their own will to a greater or lesser extent.

Jeon Jungkook (19) is one of "those" people. People, that gave up. Gave up hoping, gave up trying, gave up everything for living a life full of joy. The only thing giving him joy is smoking and sometimes drinking - forgetting his suffering while hiding it from the people around him, such as his fellow students or his best friend. 

Everything seemed to get better when he first looked into some angelic eyes that he has never seen before. As time went on, things seemed to get better, both got closer and closer, Jungkook seemed to heal.

Until everything went downhill, once again. Jungkook thought, things couldn't get any worse but they did and it almost ended here and now.
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CONTENT 
☾ mature content e.g. sexual acts
☾ violence
☾ depression and self-harming tendencies
☾ abusive language
☾ Boy x Boy 
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I do not own the picture. The original artist's watermark is still in the picture, credits to the artist. 
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