To burn out among the stars
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I'm just going to be honest. This isn't going to be very good. It's mostly just me being angsty and fake deep, and the main character is blatantly a self insert. There's not a plot, no supernatural powers or anything interesting, or even any real problems. All in all, you just shouldn't read it.
This is the blog of a high schooler who talks about his life. It's probably going to get pretty existential.
TW: Suicidal thoughts, references to Self Harm. General Existential Panic.
If you know me in real life, please don't read this. I love you, but there are parts of my mind that you don't need to see. Text me instead.
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