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pain and pacis // gawsten ddlb

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Reads 23,227
Votes 497
Parts 20
Time 2h 36m

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Prequel to "Survival: Gawsten and Taekook Crossover"!
Awsten was a shy young man in an abusive relationship he couldn't escape. How will Geoff ease him out of it?

~Trigger warning!~
This story includes many graphic details of abuse, sexual assault, and self-harm. This also has smut in it! Please do not read this if you are sensitive to any of those topics!

~Quick disclaimer!~
This story is purely fiction. I do not wish anything on these people in real life. Nothing that I have written has any basis in facts and I wrote this story for funsies. Sorry for all the dialogue XD Stay safe out there ♥‿♥

Finished december 9th, 2019!

#1 in parx on February 17, 2020 !!!!
#1 in gawsten on January 4, 2021 :3
#4 in gawsten on January 19, 2020 ヽ(^◇^*)/All Rights Reserved

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