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Alive but not living // Lashton (5SOS)

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Reads 4,744
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Parts 11
Time 36m

5secondsofsummer 5sos ashton boyxboy bromance calum clifford depression hemmings hood irwin lashton luke michael selfharm

The story of two boys. 

One depressed, one completely fine.

Will it stay like that?All Rights Reserved

5secondsofsummer 5sos ashton boyxboy bromance calum clifford depression hemmings hood irwin lashton luke michael selfharm

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