Confused, silent, and suicidal
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"You're so weak", Luke said. " You can't make a simple decision without fainting or crying, you're just so damn sad and depressed all the time, I wonder if you just do it for attention. "Depression is not a sign of weakness and neither is crying, it's a sign of being strong for too long'", I yelled. " Why don't you understand how much your words hurt me? I'm only human, what did you expect them to do." "I hate you!", he screeched. Ouch, that hurt like shit. " Oh, but darling.", I gulped trying to hold back my tears. " You don't have to hate me. I already hate myself enough for the both of us."
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