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if life had a neck, I'd choke it

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I'm Maya and if you wanna read about my shit life where I get rejected by literally everyone, fall in love a couple of times only to have that stripped with me and I try not to kill myself in the midst of it... than this is the book for you.  




   This book is a version of Maya Hart that is beaten and bruised with trauma, struggles with self harming, suicidal thoughts and depression. Through her mind you'll see the world as she knows it, and how it seemly hates her.All Rights Reserved

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