The Secret behind her smile
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Last published Thu, Jun 11, 2015
Payton-Rose Harris is a 14 year old girl who had been bullied since the age of 9. She doesn't get bullied much anymore but the voices in her head from what they used to say still haunt her. The things they used to do to her still wonder her thoughts and sometimes she never has a reason to feel this way and she hates herself even more for that. She is now the girl she never imagined herself being, all she thinks about is suicide and she self harms to uplift her spirits and to take her mind off everything for a while however she wants to get better. She wants to beat the monster in her mind that goes by the name depression.
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