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Last published Tue, Dec 17, 2019
*Triggergefahr*
Mia: Dickes Schwein, denkt Sie bestimmt.
Sie sagte nichts, lächelte mich nur an.
Warum grinst Sie mich so an?
Mia: Na weil du so Fett bist!
,,Das war doch gar nicht mal so schlecht, du wirst schnell rein kommen!" sagte meine Lehrerin.
Ich nicke.
Klar, ein 80 Kg schweres und Kurzatmiges Mädel joggt auch 30 Minuten....
Mia: Wohl eher rollt und verursacht ein Erdbeben.
* Lach *
Fresse!
Ich drehte mich von Frau Edder weg und lief durch die Turnhalle.
Mia: Du dickes Stück scheiße, schaffst du nicht einmal 15 Minuten zu joggen?!
Kannst du nicht einmal deine Fresse halten?!
Außerdem bist du hier die, die nur frisst.
Mia: Nö. Und du lässt es doch zu!
Ich seufzte.
Leah ist am 30.09.1999 in der Nähe von Düsseldorf geboren und das siebte Kind.
2001 kommt Ihre jüngere Schwester Lydia auf die Welt und die Familie scheint nach außen hin perfekt.
Doch hinter dieser perfekten Fassade ist nichts, wie es scheint.
Ihre Eltern trennen sich und im alter von gerade mal sechs Jahren wird Leah das erste Mal Opfer von sexuellem Missbrauch.
Es folgen viele weitere Schicksalsschläge, von denen Leah von mal zu mal immer Kränker wird und am eigenen Leibe spüren muss, dass sie auf sich allein gestellt ist.
Des täglichen Kampfes um ihre Existenz, ihres inneren Krieges und der Tatsache wegen, dass es so nicht weitergehen kann, sucht sie sich Hilfe.
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Dieses Buch ist eine Autobiograpie und erzählt meine bisherige Lebensgeschichte, erbarmungslos und doch voll mit schwarzem Humor.
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