Who am I
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Last published Sat, Jun 13, 2015
Still laying here. Not knowing where I am. Wondering if I'm dead or not. Thinking if someone remembered me. And end up giving up on those thoughts. Might sound kind of depressing. We'll because Im talking about me.. Which is depressing.
I woke up really numb throughout my body. I don't really remembered what happened. All I know is I'm not where I was before.
Here I am... Not knowing who I am... Laying in a unknown place which I assume is a bedroom. But I could be wrong like normally. I think. Sometimes I think if that anybody knew who I am. Better then I knew myself. Well I was right one thing.
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