A Conjurer's Journal
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Last published Thu, Dec 12, 2019
This is a journal that my therapist told me to start because "my pent up anger is a bad thing," and "I need to vent to something." She also said my drinking habits weren't helping.
"A whole keg in one night can kill you," and "it won't fix your issues." Karen really hates me. Well, journal and those probably reading after I blow up after some magic mishap, this is my life and dear god, if you exist, why me?
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I've written 3 anonymous online journals so far in my life. The first was as an adolescent, ending when, at 19, I commenced a long term relationship in which my partner had an issue with me writing about my thoughts and feelings in case they were about her. I also had to cease my other creative outlet - drawing. Because she felt it's abstracted nature hid secret messages about her. The second started when that relationship was coming to an end. I needed an outlet. I had nobody to talk to about what I was going through so I secretly started writing again. This is that second journal, when I was around 25 years old, which I've taken from it's retired blogger page and have transferred here. Part of the reason I am doing this is because my daughter, who was very young at the time of writing this, has expressed some curiosity about my journal. One day when she's older and has more life experience it might be OK to see what I'm writing now, but in the meantime, she can read this, a moment in my life for which she was present but that she could not understand at the time.
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