unworthy, useless & unloved (maybe)
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just a little book of things that i pour out my feelings to. I tried to make it as gender neutral as possible although most chapters are what I feel. perhaps whoever reads this can relate even to one passage or just one line.
thanks for reading anyway...
⚠️WARNING⚠️
This story contains:
- swearing/cussing
- suicidal thoughts
- homophobia
- minor self-harm
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