PHOBIA
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He wanted to be loved. To have an adoring wife, incredible children he could hug and kiss, and a pet or two. But he had one slight obstacle to overcome before he could even dream of having a family; his philophobia: the fear of love or becoming attached to someone. After seeing his dad cheat on his mom, and the restless affects of that, he didn't believe in love. He thought it would get him hurt in the end. But that was before Jason met Aria D'Novella.
She wanted to get married to the man of her dreams. To wake up next to a loving husband, to flaunt a beautiful diamond ring on her left hand, and to take care of her own children. But there was one problem: she had androphobia: the fear of men. Her ex boyfriend abused her, both physically and mentally. She had scars and hospital records as proof. She thought all men were evil; the spawn of the Devil himself. But that changed when Aria met Jason Brigham.
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