Heels and Sneakers {On Hold}

Eleanor!" an all familiar yet strangevoice barked

I could hear the venom and distaste on his tongue, I quickly rushed downstairs waiting for fate to claim me

"where's my lunch?" he questions his eyes clearly showing disgust, I quickly placed his favorite meal on the counter

He slowly walked pass me and didn't wait a bit to sit before he took a fork to taste the vegetables

My heart skipped more than a bit as his eyes widened after chewing...he immediately picked a towel and spat into it and at that moment I knew I was done for

"what the hell are you planning on killing me with this poison"
he yelled pushing me towards the wall, I tried to talk back at least fight for myself even if its this once but all that came out was a weak whimper

I hated the fact I'm like this, always weak and fragile, soon his hands came crashing on my cheeks and I didn't have time to dwell on the pain as he continued his usual assault on me...

I felt tears trickle down my cheeks as I tried to look at him... I always had hope that maybe just maybe I could get a glimpse a tiny winy glimpse of a man, a man I called my father
but I could see the rage and hate absorbed in those green eyes I grew to love but that seems like a long time ago at that point I knew I had lost him a long time ago

I had lost the man I called my father...