Safe From Life

I don't own any of the characters only the plot of the story. And some side characters. The hunt was like any other hunt. Just a nest of vamps we were taking out. But Dean got hurt, and it was because of me. It all happened because of me. I don't know what to do with myself. I've done things unspeakable things. What would mom do, what would I do if she knew? She can't loose another child,she's already lost the roadhouse. But that's the only thing I can do, I can only kill myself. My name is Jo. This is how I die.