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If I Should Be Quite Honest

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Time 7h 3m

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As Tatiana tries to navigate the final years of school, a distraction in the form of a dimpled boy comes to turn her head, but can she handle it along with her impending, spiralling thoughts? She feels torn and unsure as she tries to juggle first love, secrets, shaky friendships, body image issues, forgotten traumas, coming to terms with her identity and trying to be a good sister, all the while struggling with liking herself. Will she ever truly be alright when trauma and tragedies await to be reckoned with?

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