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I Am Hope

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Reads 497
Votes 35
Parts 37
Time 2h 20m

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You save everyone.
But who saves you?


This is not to romanticize depression- but to break the stigmas and stereotypes that people like me unfortunately face.

This story might trigger you as all the events here are based on true events- which i incorporated with fiction.

Hope you enjoy.All Rights Reserved

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This Desolate Existence (boy x boy) COMPLETED by Love2LoveYaoi

My name is Tamaka Ranmaru. We've been at war since before I was born. It isn't a choice that I have to fight. Anyone old enough has to be a soldier. They claim we're saving the world by fighting, but we're just sent to die. We are only kids, after all. The world is slowly dying along with us. The only reason I live is to be a sacrifice in hopes we'd win this war. I'm thrown onto the front lines and I'm not sure if I'll survive. There is no glory or heroism in battle, there's only death. Will this horrid war ever end? Important: I imagine this in anime form, but the plot and characters are strictly mine. It's also yaoi, so don't read it if you don't like it. (Completed)

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You Left Me by Mavrik_Lokeeh

A girl leaves our protagonist alone in a town he despises. Will our protagonist keep on living knowing that she isn't coming back?

Vocaloid: SHADOWS IN THE SPOTLIGHT [Miku X Luka] by rinshizuka

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Only in dreams | Completed √ by Caroline_felicita

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$It's only him {Kagehina Book} by The_donut_cat$

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Depressing Short Stories by Fiction_escapade

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Body on me| Suguru Geto by silvina_777

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Happiness Ends Darkly - NoMin ✔︎ by kpopislifeu_707

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Secret Mind ✓ by sadlyish

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