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Gray Days

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Time 5h 6m

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How do you save a life that doesn't want to be saved? Simple. You save it anyway.

When Finn Anthony Rutledge finds out his next-door neighbor attempted to cut her own wrist, he vows to himself, rather unconsciously, that he'll do everything to keep that girl from commiting a timely and strategized death, just like what his father did.

On the other hand, contrary to what her name means, Zoey Adams fascinates death like how normal highschool girls fascinate hot guys and the trends. Like a prophecy, she waits for it and when waiting becomes tedious, she decides to do something. 

But in the vain attempt of saving one's life, one finds himself in a rollercoaster ride.All Rights Reserved

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My Life is a Silent Hurricane by its_me_rhi_bruh

For Storm Grey, her name seems to fit the description of her and her life. Acting the part of a tough teen, all hipster clothes, spikes, leather, and black, she acts tough, carefree, and easy-going. But in reality, she's silently screaming for help, drowning in the silent hurricane that her life is. Alone to deal with all her problems herself, Storm starts to self-harm. She becomes un-confident and starves herself. Somehow, no one hears her silent screams for help. Except, that is, that one special guy, who hears her. He comes to the rescue, her superhero. But when things change and tragedy once again hits Storm, she is pulled deeper under the waves. Is even the strongest superhero enough to save her? Will she ever get her happy ending? Is life for everyone? Can she pull through? Or are the screaming demons and raging waves just too much to face? For she is me. Can I pull through? Or maybe, I'm just an angel in disguise....

Letting Go by xomaddy2603

Zoey Matthews has a hard life, what happens when she has to let go of someone she loves? **has cutting and suicide** **COMPLETED!**

To All the Sins You Couldn't Commit by whoscountinganyway

"If I could pick anyone in the entire world, in the entire world, Will, I'd still choose you." *** William Nile has always felt a lack of control in his life. His head's clustered and the past likes to eat at his thoughts. Isolation is a synonym for safety and staying neutral is a key ingredient for survival. He's always felt more put together when he was a mess; always felt like the world was clearer in the dark. He can't help it, this is just how it's always been. Then comes along a new foster family who throws him for a loop. They're exactly who they say they are, exactly who they act to be. With that comes a goofy boy named Clement and his best friends, annoying twins who laugh loudly- -good luck telling Jude and Demi apart- -and a girl named Minnie who has a god complex. Will knew from the day he arrived that he needs to focus on acting the way his foster moms want, on getting good grades, at playing soccer well and making sure that for once, he doesn't mess up. He knows he doesn't want to lose these friends, knows he wants to feel wanted and needed and understood. Because here, there is more focus on his mental health than there is on if he's acting the 'right' way. Here, there is room for growth and change past a foster parent's ideal child. Here, there's no room for entertaining the idea of him with a pretty boy who has a witty smile and a loud laugh. On that last note, he has no idea what to do (and Will is someone who likes to plan ahead). *** A coming of age story.

"Dark Winged Creature" by theawesomeTARDIS

She slips, she falls day by day, closer to the endless edge where only a strand helps her. She cuts herself, looking at the crimson blood in tears, but nobody sees why. Everyday they ask and she won't answer, because the fear in her heart is too deep. But she has a secret that she never told anyone. Her parents talked to her about it before they died. When the bully that owns her finds out that a dark secret is hidden in this lonely, poor girl's soul, she torments her day by night to get the answer she desperately wants to ruin her life. Day by day, year by year she hears people tell that lonely girl that if she doesn't commit suicide, they'll kill her. She can't do anything about the way her life is, until she finds who she really is. Welcome to Erin's life...

The Bad Boy Saved Me by Pentatonix21

Do you ever wonder what life would be like if it were a movie? Or some sappy romance novel that you wish your life could be like but it's not? Sometimes you may even get to caught up in the fictional world that you don't realise it IS fictional. Then when you do realise life isn't what you convinced yourself it would be, there is only one possible outcome. Depression. Which may lead to anxiety, self-harm, low self esteem, and worst of all, losing the people you love. Life works in weird ways. Not just for you but for others too. Take Cassidy Rivers for example. Her life is far from perfect. No parents, over protective big brother, few friends, and Asher Norman, the bad boy who won't stop picking on her. Could life get any worse for Cassidy?

Ashes, Ashes by TLBodine

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Second Chances by AnonymousWriter44

Aubrey has always played basketball. It's her life. Her passion. What she lives for. One accident and a few days later, she finds herself in a hospital. Yet again. Once for the accident. Again for her suicide attempt. After the accident, she was told that she may never play ball again. Basketball is her life. Without it, she is nothing. So 17 year old Aubrey tries to commit suicide. Seeing that Aubrey is struggling with the news, her parents pack her up and make her move half way across the country. Everyone knows who she is. So why would it help? "Fresh starts are good." Haha. Not when everyone already knows you. Drew Adams has played basketball for as long as he can remember. It's his life. When Aubrey enrolls in his school, he can't wait to meet her. She's a legend. A 17 year old legend. He knows what happened. Everyone does. But he wants to help her play again. Even if she doesn't want his help. Someone with that much talent deserves a second choice. Whether you want it or not.

~How It All Began~ [HIAB Book1] by RocklinRy

In a world full of people with unnatural powers, its a battle with the demons inside her head. With 12 failed suicide attempts, Devine begins to wonder why she can't go through with it, she wonders what is holding her back, and she finds her answer when she meets the lonely and mysterious, Alexander. He saves Devine from a tragic event, and she soon finds herself falling in love with her tall, mysterious savior. But he pushes her away for reasons untold. It'll be up to Devine to step up and melt Alexander's frozen heart. ((I wrote this book in 7th grade, it's pretty bad. I have a rewritten version I'm working on of y'all wanna check that out.))

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Mrs. Avery by RejectedConcepts

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My Life is a Silent Hurricane

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