A Journey To Discover Myself
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Last published Tue, Nov 8, 2022
Through hating himself and challenges on his journey, Josh tries to find who he actually is. He will experience situations that not only change the way he is but also the way he thinks and acts.
This story will become depressing and will mention death, suicide and depression so be careful if you are sensitive on certain topics.
This story is based on my life and the ways I felt and feel now however will diverse into other directions when best to do so or to make the story more interesting.
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