All We Have Is Now
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Last published Tue, Dec 17, 2019
When Lucia Miles returns to school from a mental institution, he isn't pleased to realise the entire school is aware of his attempt.
With his taunting classmates, his strict mother and hopeless father, the only shred of regret Lucia has for his attempt is that he did not succeed in his plans to create his own, permanent escape from his reality.
Rehan Black is Lucia's complete opposite. The charming male is disliked for his struggle to take anything seriously and his thirst for an adrenaline rush.
Can Rehan bring the dull, isolated male back to life? Can he finally show Lucia what it means to be alive?
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