Silence of The Thoughts
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Đăng tải lần cuối Thứ 2, thg 8 4, 2014
Introduction:
I punched the mirror in the bathroom and watched it shatter all over the floor. I picked up a piece and slit my wrists deep. My heart started racing as I dropped down to the floor. I had minutes to live. I opened up my piece of paper that had 'mum' signed on it and read over my note. I twisted open the bottle of pills and chugged them down. 'Good-bye' was all I choked out as it all went black.
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Hi guys! That was the introduction. Yes the P.O.V is unknown. Will she live? How will her parents react? What happened that was so terrible she did this to herself? First chapter will be up once I get some reads and perhaps some votes? Thanks! :D
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