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Veronica has been heartbroken after seeing her crazy "ex" boyfriend kill himself with a bomb at the front of her school. She now hates him for all the pain he has caused her and others. Her dreams to go to Harvard to leave the cursed town failed. She never went to college but she moved away from Sherrwood Ohio.  She decided to come back to sherrwood Ohio for a new job opportunity at western burg high the school as a private investigator. She always was color coated in blue but now had a red scrunchy on the top of her black silky hair. What if JD wasn't dead. Could him and Veronica make each other happy? For Veronica the only question was am I damaged?All Rights Reserved

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