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Distorted Past - Rusame

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USSR said to Russia "That don't be friends with that capitalist pig" So Russia just nodded.

Then when High School came rolling in Russia was in a class with America than he observed him and he thought America wasn't that bad and it was true so he made friends with America.

Then one day they had a project and Russia and America worked on it together and when they finished it America went out of Russia's house and Russia waved goodbye and then USSR was watching them the entire time.

So USSR beat up Russia for being friends with America and plus USSR was drunk on that time so Russia needed to go to the hospital so his siblings took him there and he stayed for a few months.

After the incident Russia avoided America all the time that caused their friendship to go sideways and fall.

Then College came around and both of them shared the same dorm and it pissed both of them. 

One night America invited some friends so they could hang out and that pissed Russia off so after America's friends left Russia decided to start an arguement then a fight and then both of them blacked out.

Russia then woked up somewhere and he didn't recognize it first but then he knew what it was after a few seconds. It was his old room and he was back to the past.

!WARNING!

Abuse
Lemon/Smut [MAYBE]
Gore
Self-Harm
Cussing
Bullying [MAYBE]
Fluff

-RuskiiSan

I hope you will enjoy this story as I will enjoy writing it.All Rights Reserved

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