A Different Kind Of Love

" hey " I said while giving a light knock to the door
" hi, what are u doing here? come in " he said trying to fix his tie, which he seemed to fail miserably.
" shouldn't u be getting ready for the wedding? " he said. He was right, I should be getting ready wearing the white gown selected by my cousin and getting my hair and makeup done. But here I was wearing all black standing in front of him. The wedding is to be held within a few hours, everything was planned according to me, the pinkish white and red wine coloured decorations, the food , the cake, everything. This wedding is exactly as I expected my wedding to be.
" ughhh God, Anne can you please help me with the tie? " he said giving up trying to do his tie. He was wearing the black wedding tuxedo which looked as if it was made only for him, his hair combed and parted on the left side giving him the perfect look.
" no " I said sternly
" no? " he said finally looking up at me connecting our eyes. Slowly I walked closer to him and then did the one thing that I wanted to do for so many years, I closed the distance between us and pressed my lips onto his, the kiss lasted for a few second before I pulled out, but stood very close to him. He didn't kiss me back maybe because he was too shocked to or because he just didn't want to. I started doing his tie, not looking up at him. I felt him staring down at me
" this is the last time I am doing something for u Kai " I said as I walked out of his room and apparently his life, not daring to look back. Tears started to slip out of my eyes. I can't do this, not now, not ever. People gave me a questioning look as I walked up to the gate. Not being able to bare it anymore I started running towards my car as tears continued to slip out of my eyes.
And right at that moment I decided to do the one thing that I thought would be the best for all of us
I WALKED OUT OF THE ONE PERSON'S LIFE WHOM I LOVE THE MOST