🌙🔥🌟#HOPE_02; Insanitys_BelovedXO; My Life Inside The Dark🌟🖤🌙🥀 - 🌻🥀I33y Magdalinoz-Mart!n3z🌈🌙 - Wattpad

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Ms_SweetInsanityyx

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🌟🖤🥀My name is Izzy Magdalinoz Martinez-Ackles, Im here, this is the 2nd book in my HOPE series.i will be working on both x
Its izzy ;)Thank u for existing. Your doing the besr u can. Stay strong. Im here for u and here to help and be there in anyway shape or form i possibly can. No matter the circumstances. Thank u 4 everything x I Have 20 mental illnesses, plus my past/my current situation from 2001-2018 occurring 24/7 |I've been tortured abused raped almost killed.  In 215 mental hospitals. No home from 2011-2018. Homeless 13 times,almost killed, drugged up lost many to death, my dad tortured me, 3 foster homes, many unlocked/locked treatment centers, group homes, shelters, rehabs, residential, beenthru MOSTLY every traumatic thing, I have severe brain damage, anorexia, mom is very sick. I help to much.I can't explain what I'm going thru or what's going on.  I'm the most high maintaince case in the system. I've attempted suicide over 100 times.  Been on all meds /beej thru all sorts of treatment. I have anger self harm. I'm a hardcore addict. No stable home. Ive been tortured/abused/raped/drugged/almost killed most of my life. I'm tell u a little of my life story 
Yall enough yall worth it you al matter, your life is not worthless.Hun I know what it's like to hit rock bottom and back several times.  I'm here forcing if u need a friend I'll be there for u care for u help support show you your worth.  I've been abused raped tortured homeless 13 times 215 mental hospitals bouncing from unlock and locked treatment centers.  I've been in residential. My dad tortured me. I've had trauma 24/7 since 2001-2018 I got my son taken away.  I've attempted suicide over 100 times im a recovering drug addict and alcoholic•No home from 2011-2018 I've been abused in all ways several times.  I have Skitzoaffective•Bipolar•Anorexia•Ocd•ODD• ADHD•Depression•Anxiety•PTSD•Insomnia•Autism•Borderline Personality•Dissociative Identity Fued_and so on/All Rights Reserved

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