I surrendered, in one not so very special night, I surrendered, when the words were so much more than my heart can contain, I surrendered, and decided to start writing, the story that I promised to write.
I held my laptop, sat on the couch, and finally started to write, to let everything out, I wanted to finish it as soon as possible, so I can finally sigh in relief...
I loved him... with all the love of my heart I loved him, but his eyes couldn't see anyone other than one and only girl, and I always were his best friend, secrets keeper and his younger sister, nothing more, and nothing less. But I wasn't satisfied, I hoped for more, I WANTED more! I wanted him to look at me the same way I look at him, I wanted him to see me as a woman, not as his "little sis" as he always used to call me. I hated being a prisoner in the cage of friendship, I wanted to be in the golden cage of his heart, the lovers cage, I wanted to invade his mind, and capture his heart, I wanted him to be mine and only mine. It sounded selfish in the beginning, but then my love grew bigger and bigger, until it started to hurt my heart, that's when I became obsessed with him, I couldn't see anyone but him, cause he was the only one who's diving into my mind, and it turned out that HE is the one who captured my heart, and invaded my mind, not me. Things didn't go as I hoped, so I was suffering everyday because of this love, being that very close to him and not being able to touch him, or to kiss him, or even just to say "I Love you more than JUST a friend", these few words that I've been dying to say. and on top of all, she came, all of a sudden, out of nowhere, she showed up, "Olivia", the girl who took my love away from me, the one who turned everything upside down, My very very very WORST ENEMY!!...
A story where people happen upon a friendship that can flourish into a budding romance if only....
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He smiled that sickly innocent and genuine smile again. He was about to say something but I cut him off. "And if you so much as make my friend cry, I'll give you a black eye myself. Don't even think about breaking her heart... you will be a dead man."
With that I got up. A dramatic exit was in order to show him just how serious I was. But hey! It's me. I don't get what I wish for and I ended up tripping on the carpet end, just as I was about to get to the door. So much for that. And just like the last time I fell, my face didn't get to keep its appointment with the floor. His arm was wrapped around my stomach and he pulled me hard against his chest. So hard that I managed to hit him and we ended up falling on the sofa together. Now isn't that a nice and compromising position you got yourself in? This can't get any worse. I tried getting up but I just ended up turning into him and found my face inches from his.
He looked at me. He looked good and my hormones decided it was time to end a dry spell and started dancing about inside me. Wrong timing muthafvckers. Of course they didn't listen. I found myself wanting to kiss him.
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Sia Williams never expected anything out of the ordinary from life. A student with her gang just living life as it comes without any drama. But all of that changes when she meets Lorenzo Carter and Skye Addison. The new additions to her life bring drama, adventure and romance... and the best part of all, they make her boring love life not so boring anymore.
But not all romances end how you expect them to.