Immortal And Beyond

I surrendered, in one not so very special night, I surrendered, when the words were so much more than my heart can contain, I surrendered, and decided to start writing, the story that I promised to write.

I held my laptop, sat on the couch, and finally started to write, to let everything out, I wanted to finish it as soon as possible, so I can finally sigh in relief...

I loved him... with all the love of my heart I loved him, but his eyes couldn't see anyone other than one and only girl, and I always were his best friend, secrets keeper and his younger sister, nothing more, and nothing less. But I wasn't satisfied, I hoped for more, I WANTED more! I wanted him to look at me the same way I look at him, I wanted him to see me as a woman, not as his "little sis" as he always used to call me. I hated being a prisoner in the cage of friendship, I wanted to be in the golden cage of his heart, the lovers cage, I wanted to invade his mind, and capture his heart, I wanted him to be mine and only mine. It sounded selfish in the beginning, but then my love grew bigger and bigger, until it started to hurt my heart, that's when I became obsessed with him, I couldn't see anyone but him, cause he was the only one who's diving into my mind, and it turned out that HE is the one who captured my heart, and invaded my mind, not me. Things didn't go as I hoped, so I was suffering everyday because of this love, being that very close to him and not being able to touch him, or to kiss him, or even just to say "I Love you more than JUST a friend", these few words that I've been dying to say. and on top of all, she came, all of a sudden, out of nowhere, she showed up, "Olivia", the girl who took my love away from me, the one who turned everything upside down, My very very very WORST ENEMY!!...