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Jungkook x Reader (depressed)

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⚠️WARNING⚠️ 
This story contains things such as:
-Self harm
-Suicidal thoughts
-Anorexia
-Abusive boyfriend 

Please do not read if you're sensitive to these topics!!!!!

Okay now here's the story:
You're a collage student who works 3 part time jobs, has an abusive boyfriend and a brother who loves you dearly. You couldn't take it anymore and started to self harm as a way to escape and even stopped eating because your boyfriend called you fat. 

One day, Jungkook, who wasn't new but you've seen around quite often on campus, gives you a statement followed by a question which makes you trust him, but not so easily. 

He states and asks "Y/N, you're not okay. Stop lying and tell the truth."All Rights Reserved

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Chasing You Endlessly | JJK ✔ by ikiimi

"Don't push me away, please." Jungkook calls out to me, but he doesn't take a step further, allowing me my space. I'm unsure if I'm relieved. "I'm here to support you. I want to support you. Stop hurting yourself like this." I let out another humorless laugh. ""Stop hurting yourself like this"? What am I doing to myself?" "I'm not doing anything!" I want to scream. "This is all an act! I'm doing all of this for attention! I'm undeserving of this attention." "You're not allowing yourself to receive support. You're isolating yourself. Why?" Because maybe if I isolate myself I'll start to feel like less of an impostor and actually start to be a little more deserving of this care that I'm pathetically faking for. "I don't deserve the support." Not while all of these emotions and reactions were all stemmed from a lie. "I don't deserve the support." I shake my head. "I don't know why I thought you could help. I don't know why I thought I deserved help. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being a burden." I turn around to walk away before he can say anything further. TW: includes detailed descriptions of disordered eating

•ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᏟᎪᎡᎬ• [J.JK x BTS FANFIC] ✔️ by midnightchoco

"Of course we care for you!" . . . "But...You cared only after I almost DIED." 🚫WARNING🚫 Includes vomiting, blood, hospitalisation, cursing, self-harm and suicide attempts. If you are uncomfortable with any of these, please do click out. Thank you 😊 ✨ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ🪐 ETA: Not one of my proudest works. But I'm keeping it up because I spent a lot of time on it. Maybe I'll rewrite it in the future. 🏆47 on #suffering 🏆4 on #goldenmaknae

Suicide by Kookscream

"I'm fine," no I'm not, I'm dying inside, "are you sure?" "yes," no I'm not, I'm not fine, I need help! Jungkook finally stands up to his father, revealing his secret to his friends, finally opening up. Now that all cards are on the table will Jungkook finally face his demons head on? Or will he break again, how many more lies can he tell? Is Jungkook's story might come to a sharp end once he makes a mistake. A Taekook fanfic. Book two of trilogy Book one: Beaten Book two: Suicide Book three: Weightless ===TRIGGER WARNINGS=== -Abuse -Self Harm -Anorexia -Depression -Anxiety ===TRIGGER WARNINGS===

See You Again || Taekook // Vkook [✔] by aestaekookie

[COMPLETED | UNEDITED] Sequel to "If Only You Knew" ✧ Jungkook misses Taehyung. Everyday, it pains him to know that he can't physically feel him. At night, they'd call each other on Skype. The laptop screen was like a mere barrier that split them apart from each other, but at the same time, it kept them together. He couldn't wait to go to college, because Taehyung would be enrolling in the same one. However, of course, everything comes with a price, and not everything would live up to their expectations. ✧ This book contains : 1) Violence 2) Bullying 3) Vulgar language 4) Mentions of self harm 5) Character death ^ ^ ^ If you are not comfortable with the following, do feel free to click away :) ✧ © aestaekookie started -- 14th May 2018 ✧ #110 - jjk [180516] #69 - kth [201222] #93 - kth [181116] #194 - kth [180710] #328 - kth [180526] #204 - ff [181212] #427 - ff [181206] #520 - ff [181116] #550 - ff [181113] #648 - ff [181029] #974 - ff [180524]

B L O O D S T A I N S - jikook by mythic_megan

Jungkook is a funny, happy-go-lucky guy, on the outside at least. In reality he uses a fake, fun persona to cover up his secret depression and self-harm. He does everything he can to keep up his facade, some people might even call him paranoid, but he can't let anyone find out. Unfortunately, despite his efforts, someone does. Not just anyone, but his closest friend in the band, Jimin. Read to find out what will happen when jungkook secret gets found out. (Btw idk if that sounded pretentious, but I want it to sound cool so plz read thank u) edited by @stxrry_kook (major thx!!) 18,787 words

Lost in Seoul (J.J.K) BTS Fanfiction by we_army_

How do you get lost in the capital of South Korea when you lived here your whole life? Easy, you fall into a hole of lies and betrayal from your so-called family. Jeon Jungkook, the youngest of BTS, is only at a young age. Money, fame, and fortune, he has everything and can have anyone but he doesn't want any of it. He only cares about his Mother, Father, Brother, Hyungs, Staff Members, and A.R.M.Y. He does everything he can to make everyone happy before he thinks about making himself happy. He soon realizes that he works himself too hard for others when they never notice him or thank him for his hard work. He stops. The moment Jungkook stops is when everyone realizes that there is someone named Jeon Jungkook, but the attention he wanted was highly different from what he received. Read as Jungkook has to face heartbreak after heartbreak, his life falling apart, he loses everything with no way to get back home to Busan to escape this horrible reality, he's trying to handle all the mental and physical abuse coming from everyone but he soon breaks, getting lost and falling into many traps along the way. -----DRUGS-ABUSE-VIOLENCE-DEPRESSION----- (DNA Era) *If you're an ARMY you know BTS and BigHit staff would never do any of these things and if they did they would probably get their ass beat faster then Yoongi's rap in Cypher 4, so please don't get offended and attack me you crazy bitchs.* *I know many KPop fans are disgusted by books that contain death, depression, drug use, abuse, violence, self-harm, ect, and their bias. But to clear things up, I love to write, I love to read, and I truly fucking suck at coming up with characters so this is why a lot of people use people they already know creating a FanFiction.* ---- Follow me on Twt/Insta: PinkBunnyKookie 10/12/2017-03/08/2018

Four Years || Taekook // Vkook [✔] by aestaekookie

[COMPLETED | UNEDITED] ✧ Four years. Four years since Kim Taehyung had seen Jeon Jungkook, yet the memory of their last conversation was still fresh. ❝I'm breaking up with you.❞ It broke Taehyung, and he never allowed Jungkook to explain further - not that Jungkook tried to anyways - before leaving and sobbing himself to sleep for three months straight. And now? They were stuck living together. ❝T-Tae.❞ ✧ This book contains : 1) Mention of rape (no details) 2) Vulgar language 3) Character death *if you are sensitive on the topic of cancer, please do not proceed* ^ ^ ^ If you are not comfortable with the following, do feel free to click away :) ✧ © aestaekookie created -- 27th November 2017 (around that time??? Idrk 😂) ✧ #1 - taekookff [200927] #26 - kth [180517] #40 - kookv [180520] #35 - jjk [180519] #132 - ff [180514] #165 - jungkook [211019] #285 - kimtaehyung [201203] #357 - kimtaehyung [180617] #295 - bangtan [210102] #336 - bangtan [201202] #405 - bangtan [201130] #529 - bts [210901] #634 - angst [201222] #643 - fanfiction [210824] #262 - angst [211102] #761 - angst [201213]

Save me || Jungkook ff ✔ by dissismashitteu

Jk- hello? Y/N? I started crying as soon as I heard his voice. Me- Jungkook..... save me Jungkook have had a big crush on Y/N since they met 6 years ago. He's been trying to talk to Y/N's boyfriend about how he treats Y/N but it's hopeless. The worst part is that Y/N still loves her boyfriend despite how bad he hurts her. Fully edited! Please tell me if there is anything I've missed! This contains violence/rape. The characters are based on my fantasy. Violence is never okay!

Always By Your Side~BTS X Depressed! Reader by TataBabie

!!WARNING!! The story mentions swearing, self harm, bullying, anxiety, insecurities, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. if you have or do struggle with any of that you can always talk to me. that's also part of the reason I am starting this FF. I struggled with all of it and still do with some. I get so sad and my mind can't take it anymore so I decided to publish something to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy and again, if you do or have struggled with any of this, try to talk to someone about it. You might think it won't help, but you will later realize that it was worth it. Y/n had to move to another school because her parents divorced. She had a hard time at previous school. She dealt with bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. Her, her brother and mother moved to a new apartment while her father stayed where he was. That made Y/n even more depressed. She loved her father. He always cared for her unlike her mother, who abused her on a daily basis. But she received many scars and bruises from her brother as well. When she went to school she received more. Now that she moved to another school, will she be able to have a safe place? Will she ever escape her mother and brother's place? Will she stop with self harm? Also, English isn't my main language so I'm apologizing in advance for any typos or misspellings. I don't own BTS(I wish) or any character in this FF. Started: 30th August, 2018 Ended: 16th November, 2019

Let's go together - j.jk by BMongMong

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Chasing You Endlessly | JJK ✔

"Don't push me away, please." Jungkook calls out to me, but he doesn't take a step further, allowing me my space. I'm unsure if I'm relieved. "I'm here to support you. I want to support you. Stop hurting yourself like this." I let out another humorless laugh. ""Stop hurting yourself like this"? What am I doing to myself?" "I'm not doing anything!" I want to scream. "This is all an act! I'm doing all of this for attention! I'm undeserving of this attention." "You're not allowing yourself to receive support. You're isolating yourself. Why?" Because maybe if I isolate myself I'll start to feel like less of an impostor and actually start to be a little more deserving of this care that I'm pathetically faking for. "I don't deserve the support." Not while all of these emotions and reactions were all stemmed from a lie. "I don't deserve the support." I shake my head. "I don't know why I thought you could help. I don't know why I thought I deserved help. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being a burden." I turn around to walk away before he can say anything further. TW: includes detailed descriptions of disordered eating