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Heaven or Hell (WinTeam)

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Reads 66,647
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Parts 10
Time 1h 27m

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Team is a first year economy student. While everyone gets to know a quirky, smiley, happy-go-lucky troublemaker, deep down he is a different person. He became good at maskerading his pain and pretending to be fine and helping everyone around him while keeping his problems to himself. He prefers to stay secretive about his past and tends to avoid questions about his family. But deep down he is suffering. He has to deal with all kinds of anxiety, insomnia, abusive relatives and painful memories. 

This story explores the mind of a boy who wants nothing more than to be loved and cherished and how he handles finally finding someone who loves him. Is he able to overcome his demons and open his heart to someone or will he be too scared, scarred from his past experiences, and back away.


Note that the characters do not belong to me and excuse any grammar mistake as I am not an english mother speaker.All Rights Reserved

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WERE TOO YOUNG <3 by mlayk7

In a big city full of secrets . Teenagers living their life willing god damn it's their last year of high school . But it's all Maxi has ever known fear and honed from a young age to create her reality from her in-wakening dreams nobody can hide though . And run to a whole new place to meet new people that she will be sharing good memories with , Good vibes and quick soul counted a lot . After whole pandemic years full of stress and fear Out of unable to escape Maxi will found a place among the other at the school , will her past return to ruin the one chance he has to leave her life in the shadows "This time she won't trust in something as changeable as love. No, this time she'll have the power to protect herself." Has already lost everything once. And not going to lose again. No matter what the cost. WERE TOO YOUNG to live all that <3

To All the Sins You Couldn't Commit by whoscountinganyway

"If I could pick anyone in the entire world, in the entire world, Will, I'd still choose you." *** William Nile has always felt a lack of control in his life. His head's clustered and the past likes to eat at his thoughts. Isolation is a synonym for safety and staying neutral is a key ingredient for survival. He's always felt more put together when he was a mess; always felt like the world was clearer in the dark. He can't help it, this is just how it's always been. Then comes along a new foster family who throws him for a loop. They're exactly who they say they are, exactly who they act to be. With that comes a goofy boy named Clement and his best friends, annoying twins who laugh loudly- -good luck telling Jude and Demi apart- -and a girl named Minnie who has a god complex. Will knew from the day he arrived that he needs to focus on acting the way his foster moms want, on getting good grades, at playing soccer well and making sure that for once, he doesn't mess up. He knows he doesn't want to lose these friends, knows he wants to feel wanted and needed and understood. Because here, there is more focus on his mental health than there is on if he's acting the 'right' way. Here, there is room for growth and change past a foster parent's ideal child. Here, there's no room for entertaining the idea of him with a pretty boy who has a witty smile and a loud laugh. On that last note, he has no idea what to do (and Will is someone who likes to plan ahead). *** A coming of age story.

The Simplicity in a Need by RaNdOmLyCrEaTiVe

(Book 1 in the 'Need Series') Aron's past ruined him. Turned his anxiety into his worst night mare and kept his fear alive every day. People call him a sex addict. Others say he's obsessed. No one knows that's it's a physical need. If he doesn't give someone a blow job at least once a day he could die from fear. That need has labeled him a whore. He doesn't consider himself a good guy, so even he surprises himself when he saves the small 15 year old girl from being raped. He is even more surprised by the events that take place that same night when he decides to walk her home. He never expected to meet the three handsome lovers, and a part of him knew that the meeting would change his life. He just didn't know how much.

The Reality of my Dream by deenicole00

[Warning: First Book, Poorly Written, Not Suggested for Reading Eyes...] This wasn't a dream, no, this… this was reality. And with reality, you can’t control what happens next, you don’t know what’s going to happen next, anything could happen next. ************************************* Something Great. Something Sad. Something Scary. Something Unexpected. You may even wake up and realize that your reality, isn't reality at all. Just a Dream. And the Reality of that Dream is the Dream for your Reality. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Give it A Try, and Enjoy.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To Us by Vimboxx

You ever looked at someone and thought you were probably in a dream? That they couldn't possibly exist in your reality? Like if you open your eyes or speak too loud they will just disappear and become one of those dreams you try so hard to remember but you can't? That is how i feel when i look at her, Kris. She has become so much more than an interesting girl, so much more than a gorgeous body, so much more than a girl i would mess around with for a couple of days. She is no longer a want, she is a need. i need to know everything about her, everything that makes her smile and everything that makes her cry. i need her to love me as much as i love her. I see the hurt in her eyes every time i look in her eyes, she tortures herself, her words are heavy with regret and self-blame and i want to be the one to save her from all of it, from herself. I want to be the one. PLEASE READ THE FIRST FIVE CHAPTERS AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT YOU CAN STOP. BUT I PROMISE YOU WILL LOVE IT!

My Saviour by lisaaaaa1616

[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)

Everythingship! by ishqbooks

"When you have to go through EVERYTHING, to get that EVERYTHING." It's so hard to be someone when you're confused about who or what you're. Tarun is never 'Who' he thought he would be. He has a secret which he is claimed of hiding from everyone. Neither his mother knows, not his brother and not even his friends. Hell, neither his dead father. A chance encounter, at a normal night out with his friends, leads him to his 'super' crush who Tarun thought he won't see ever again. He's walls are breaking. He's freaking out. He's falling in love. What Tarun wasn't expecting that everyone is holding a secret. Everything seems to fall apart suddenly, as it wasn't in the first place. Tarun wants everything to be normal. How? That he needs to figure out. [70,000 to 80,000 words] (Not edited)

I've Never Been This Close by JaeJinJJP

"I didn't realize that we are already in this situation... I don't even know how we started just to end up this way... Why don't you tell me what happened to us? Why don't you tell me what am I supposed to do now? Tell me what should I do after you ruined my life? Tell me how can I move on from here now?" - Team "I don't know when it started or how did it happen at first but all I know is you are important to me, you make me happy and I always want to make you happy... But why make me feel things I shouldn't feel? Why make me feel special when you don't really mean it? Why are you so selfish? Why do you keep on asking me to do things for you when I can't even expect you to do the same for me? Tell me now how can I fix the wall I created in my heart that you perfectly ruined?" - Win Credits to LazySheep for the characters (mainly Win and Team) from Until We Meet Again / Hemp Rope. This is purely just a fanfiction from the UWMA novel and series / Hemp Rope characters.

Love or Lust? by DDoubleSS

Shanté: You were in her room, Jonathan! Jonathan: Ok, ok, I understand that but- Shanté: No, just shut up, ok! You hurt me. Badly. And- Jonathan: You hurt me too, Shanté. Quit playing victim all the damn time. Shanté: Well then I guess we shouldn't be together. We shouldn't talk, we shouldn't text, we shouldn't anything. We just might hurt each other again. He tears up which causes me to tear up. I let my tears run down my face & he continues to fight his tears but there's one that's at the literal edge of his eye waiting to be free Jonathan: ...but we're in love. Shanté: Well we're just going to have to be in love from afar. Jonathan: Shanté, I JUST got you back. Please. I can't...I can't lose you again. The tear that was on the edge of his eye finally drops & another falls out the other. I look into the eyes I once fell in love with & force myself to say Shanté: ...I can't do this anymore. *leaves* 🚨🚨🚨🚨Cuss words, sexual content, & n-word use🚨🚨🚨🚨 -I posted this story last year but decided to make a couple of changes🙂- Ps - Every character in this story is black EXCEPT for Elizabeth😗✌️

HOLD ME CLOSER-Win×Team fanfiction by kookie_di_Angelo

When 3rd year business student, Win falls for 1st year kid ,Team, things take an unexpected turn as Team's gruesome past keeps coming back to him, ruining his present and his expected future with his hia. Will he survive his traumas? *may contain detailed smuts. Read at your own risk lol Read to know more. Hope you'll enjoy :)) BEST RANKINGS :3 #1 in untilwemeetagain #3 in bounprem #7 in winteam #8 in hemprope #13 in bounprem #13 in bl #13 in hemprope #194 in UWMA Heyyy peeps! It's me , your girl Ray! Please give winteam all the love they deserve. I do not own the characters. They strictly belong to lazy sheep and I'm just writing fanfics for all of us to enjoy. If you like it, please share amd don't forget to vote. It's one of my first works. I could really do with some appreciation and support. Love you loads. *contains mature sexual content.

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WERE TOO YOUNG <3 cover

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WERE TOO YOUNG <3

In a big city full of secrets . Teenagers living their life willing god damn it's their last year of high school . But it's all Maxi has ever known fear and honed from a young age to create her reality from her in-wakening dreams nobody can hide though . And run to a whole new place to meet new people that she will be sharing good memories with , Good vibes and quick soul counted a lot . After whole pandemic years full of stress and fear Out of unable to escape Maxi will found a place among the other at the school , will her past return to ruin the one chance he has to leave her life in the shadows "This time she won't trust in something as changeable as love. No, this time she'll have the power to protect herself." Has already lost everything once. And not going to lose again. No matter what the cost. WERE TOO YOUNG to live all that <3