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Heaven or Hell (WinTeam)

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Reads 67,082
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Parts 10
Time 1h 27m

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Team is a first year economy student. While everyone gets to know a quirky, smiley, happy-go-lucky troublemaker, deep down he is a different person. He became good at maskerading his pain and pretending to be fine and helping everyone around him while keeping his problems to himself. He prefers to stay secretive about his past and tends to avoid questions about his family. But deep down he is suffering. He has to deal with all kinds of anxiety, insomnia, abusive relatives and painful memories. 

This story explores the mind of a boy who wants nothing more than to be loved and cherished and how he handles finally finding someone who loves him. Is he able to overcome his demons and open his heart to someone or will he be too scared, scarred from his past experiences, and back away.


Note that the characters do not belong to me and excuse any grammar mistake as I am not an english mother speaker.All Rights Reserved

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When He Saved Me by 1234_MadelinexKai

* IN THE PROCESS OF BEING EDITED/UPDATED * Madison has dealt with abuse and heart ache her whole life thinking that it was what she deserved. First her parents then her boyfriend. When her older brother left for college on bad terms with their parents things started to get worse. Her older brother never knew of the way their parents treated her, not even after the car accident that ended their parents' lives and left Madison scarred. Three years later and two years into an abusive relationship with her boyfriend an acceptance letter that will change Madison's entire life arrives in the mail. Madison gives her brother a call for the first time since their parent's funeral. When her brother tells her to come stay with him she never thought this one phone call would change her life forever and new friends would be waiting as well as her brother's asshole best friend.

𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗨𝗡𝗔 . by zythsfiction

'𝐋𝐚𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐚' - 𝘢 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵. | | ᥉tartᧉ꯭d ; 11/05/25 [ dd/mm/yy ] | ╰────────────────── •ᯓᡣ𐭩 Isaac Caden moved through life with a quiet emptiness he couldn't quite name, a subtle 𝗹𝗮𝗰𝘂𝗻𝗮 carved into the center of his being. He remembered faces without voices, moments without meaning - like snapshots from a film with the sound turned off. Isaac never let anyone nor himself see what he truly felt; his emotions were locked away behind an unshakable calm, as if revealing them would only make the emptiness inside him more real. People said he was an asshole, distant, always somewhere else, but the truth was simpler: something was missing, a piece of himself that had slipped away long ago. And though he didn't know what it was, he felt its absence in every silence, every unanswered question, every dream he couldn't quite remember when he woke up. Isaac never thought he would understand himself internally, he wasn't even sure that there was anything beneath his shell, he felt hollow - like there was nothing special about his existence. Purely floating through life without meaning. After a long time of trying to read himself, he gave up. He didn't care to understand anymore, he thought there was no reason for him being on this earth - he was then brutally slapped in the face with hard proof that he was wrong. ────୨ৎ──── 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: This story contains harsh topics and language, if any of the following disturbs you, do not read. If you are to read, there will be warnings before the chapter/scene starts and after it finishes. • anxiety disorder • mentions of suicide • slight verbal and physical abuse • homophobia • mental health problems/issues

My Saviour by lisaaaaa1616

[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)

NOT TODAY: SAVE by LorindaBoaitey

'No matter what happens, we stick together as a team, friends and most importantly, as a family always. Let's save the city and bring back lives again from this dangerous virus. Don't be scared, just believe in yourself and you can do it. This is not the day that we die, Not Today. Are you ready? Hands in, by the count of 1... 2...3, LET'S SAVE THE CITY" This is probably a zombie apocalypse story were some college students clearly survivors risk their lives in saving the city from a lethal virus. They want their families back as they were but it is too hard for them to work together as they have misunderstandings and fights. But will this break them apart or will solve it by working together and have a great friendship and family bond? This book has a making out session. Disclaimer: I don't own the characters. This is Fanfiction or fiction, don't take it serious. Vote and comment. I would love that. Enjoy. Cover credit to @Gucci_ Niya 💜

Altered: Win and Team by cLaRaya0

"I wanted to remind him of the night we cleared things out. He has all the right to fear especially that we're deviating from the norm. But what is really considered normal? Men before us were in this kind of relationship already. The Romans knew about it. What changed that made our situation different from before? Society has a way of being funny. Evolution has a play in this part. Homosapiens eliminated their previous counterparts in fear of extinction. Not knowing that they were the product of the latter. I wondered who spread this way of thinking about same sex relationships. I'm not quiet sure it was religion. Could it be the opposite sex? In fear that reproduction can be halted? Or could it be a propaganda by a corporation who feared that there would be fewer consumers of their product due to our preferences. We can only wonder." -Phawin We know Dean and Pharm had made a promise to live together after both graduates and get married in New York. We know Del and Alex, as well as, Manaow and Pruk got together. But how about Win and Team? What will become of them after? What's their plan? What does the future have in store? Do they have a plan or would they keep on just whinging it. Ever wondered what happened between them? Between us? Let's try and look into the possibilities.. How do you move on? Are you able? Where you able? If you don't want to get hurt, If you don't want to ruin yourself, Even a little further.. Please move on. But if you dare and wanted to know, Then continue. But, remember - I warned you. If you ship Win and Team and waiting for Between Us The Series to come out and Hemp Rope to finish, you may try and take a chance on this alternative universe. Chapters with *bunny ears* are my chapter babies that contains 'easter eggs'. 😉 Leave a star for your favorite chapter and leave some comments that we can gossip about. 🌟 ❤️ Credits to the original owner of the characters. Simply Fan Fiction.

Invisible sunflower by Tianna041

This is about a girl, (Emma) who has been through many things when she was a kid she was more open and was never scared to talk to anyone. shy, caring, really empathetic, anxious, doesn't speak her mind, deals with the abuse, always has a positive outlook on life. but over the years she changed she developed anxiety. She has always been talkative, but will not ever ever shut up being around her friends, her friends energize her and make her happy. She loves and cares for her friends more than herself and will do anything for them. She's been sheltered her whole life, \ been through a lot.., she has beautiful red hair to the middle of her back big green eyes that look like emeralds with a beautiful caramel skin, but no one knows what happens behind closed doors. (Parker) Most people describe him as a bad boy. He's got caramel brown, curly hair with beautiful blue eyes that makes his skin look golden with his gorgeous freckles. he's a bad boy who seems to be tough, but has a soft heart. This is my first story for plz forgive me if anything is spelt wrong and there's errors TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ***************Trigger warning************** ***************Abuse warnings ************** I haven't been doing writing long, so give me a break if I have any spelling errors just let me know and I'll fix them Hello, I just wanted to let you know that I did have an account that was my old one that has about 19 pages done already. I'm just bringing everything to this one.the old account was( Tiannapeterson5 )

WERE TOO YOUNG <3 by SweetCherry7s

In a big city full of secrets . Teenagers living their life willing god damn it's their last year of high school . But it's all Maxi has ever known fear and honed from a young age to create her reality from her in-wakening dreams nobody can hide though . And run to a whole new place to meet new people that she will be sharing good memories with , Good vibes and quick soul counted a lot . After whole pandemic years full of stress and fear Out of unable to escape Maxi will found a place among the other at the school , will her past return to ruin the one chance he has to leave her life in the shadows "This time she won't trust in something as changeable as love. No, this time she'll have the power to protect herself." Has already lost everything once. And not going to lose again. No matter what the cost. WERE TOO YOUNG to live all that <3

Finding a way back to her! by CrazedWriter123

In a bustling high school in the heart of Bangkok, two unlikely worlds began to overlap. Freen Sarocha was the quiet newcomer, a reserved and brilliant student who seemed more comfortable buried in books than surrounded by people. Her mind worked with precision, but her emotions remained locked behind walls she'd built over time. Freen kept her distance, navigating life with logic as her anchor. Becky Armstrong was the opposite-a vibrant, outgoing athlete whose laughter could light up a room. Known for her kindness and charm, Becky thrived on connections, effortlessly weaving friendships wherever she went. She embraced chaos, living life like an endless adventure. Neither of them expected their paths to cross. And yet, in classrooms, during lunch breaks, and across shared sports fields, their lives began to intertwine-sparking moments of humor, curiosity, and something unspoken. But life is rarely simple. Freen's quiet admiration for Becky began to grow into something more-a connection she couldn't name, a longing she didn't know how to express. Becky, as warm as she was, never quite saw Freen's feelings for what they were. Uncertainty grew into pain for Freen, who eventually chose to leave. Leaving the school wasn't just about moving on; it was about protecting herself from heartbreak and finding space to build the life she'd dreamed of. Ten years passed. Freen became a successful doctor, channeling her focus and passion into helping others. Neither expected to see the other again. But fate isn't bound by logic. When they meet again-a chance encounter that neither could have predicted-the years fall away, leaving unresolved emotions and unspoken truths hovering between them. What happens next is a journey of rediscovery-of who they are now and what they meant to each other then. It's a second chance, not just for answers, but for something new. After all, some connections are too strong to be left in the past.

10 Days to Forever by lukeoflourdes

Chimon, a regular student who lives a regular life has a weird secret: when he dreams of someone dying, that person will really die in 10 days, and in the exact manner as how it happened in his dream. But it's not something he talks about nor is proud of. For him, it was quite useless and depressing. When he was 11 years old, he dreamed about his grandfather dying of a heart attack and it truly happened. When he was 15, he also dreamed of his parents dying in a car crash and it happened too. It has only happened twice. And Chimon was convinced his weird dreams only applied to people he truly loved. So he promised that the next time he has a dream like that, he would do everything he can to prevent it from happening in real life. Imagine how tormented he was when he dreamed of his new neighbor Pluem, who he hates immeasurably, committing suicide. He hated him to death. But he couldn't really just let him die. Add to that the fact that Pluem seems to hate everyone, especially Chimon. How can Chimon save him from dying in just 10 days?

The Reality of my Dream by deenicole00

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When He Saved Me

* IN THE PROCESS OF BEING EDITED/UPDATED * Madison has dealt with abuse and heart ache her whole life thinking that it was what she deserved. First her parents then her boyfriend. When her older brother left for college on bad terms with their parents things started to get worse. Her older brother never knew of the way their parents treated her, not even after the car accident that ended their parents' lives and left Madison scarred. Three years later and two years into an abusive relationship with her boyfriend an acceptance letter that will change Madison's entire life arrives in the mail. Madison gives her brother a call for the first time since their parent's funeral. When her brother tells her to come stay with him she never thought this one phone call would change her life forever and new friends would be waiting as well as her brother's asshole best friend.