Life As It Isn't
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Last published Sat, Aug 16, 2014
Bi-Polar
It's horrible.
My moods shift like the sun in the sky.
I hate it.
I have dark moods,
I have free moods,
And I have normal moods.
Life is hard.
Being bi-polar is hard.
Having no parents is hard.
Yeah, life sucks
I'm Amber,
And this is my life as it isn't.
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" Everything is perfect "
Amber Sander is a normal teenage girl. Going to high school, hanging out with friends, having crushes. But something's different about Amber. She has a horrible disease called bipolar. It affects her moods and her relationships. Every thing has been going down hill for her until she starts hanging out with Jacob. Everything is perfect but its not. This is life how it isn't.
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