The Start of Love
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Last published Wed, Feb 5, 2020
Alex has been abused for his whole life.
Jack was bought up in a 'normal' household until his parents dies in a crash.
They both end up at the same place trying to do the same thing, one nearly succeeding.
Will they make it out of this?
Warning this book contains:
Depressed teens
Abuse
Suicidal thoughts
Self-harm
Swearing
Gayness
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