Forgotten

Ever since I was 9 she was my bestfriend, Over time my feeling towards her grew and she meant everything to me even if she didn't know that.

When I was 16 she graduated highschool and she focused her life on music and a year later she left for her first tour. I didn't know it at the time but it was then that we started to grow apart.

A year later we were completely out of each other's lives. That year was the worst year of life at 19 I got into a very traumatic incident losing someone important to me. It was then that I decided to give up on her and shut everyone out that I cared.

3 years later I was finally turning thing around to better myself but there she was standing in front of my door. She was asking me to forgive her, how can I forgive her if I can't even forgive myself.

I had to suppress those emotions, my feeling towards her. She needs to know that I gave up on her, and she should've done the same. Her stubbornness got the better of me, I thought I could keep those emotions lock away but I couldn't.

Now it's all catching up to me and it's all flooding way to quickly, I can't keep myself together. I'm hurting her for the things I've caused. I thought I could forget, let be for once but I can't.