I am NOT... am I? (TaeKook)
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  • Reads 47,892
  • Votes 1,827
  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 25m
Ongoing, First published Dec 23, 2019
Jeon JungKook is a cute nerd who lives in South Korea. He lives with his parents and his "stepbrother", Jimin. 

Jungkook suffers from anxiety and depression, due to the constant teasing from his classmates. He has been bullied since he was a little kid, but he couldn't be changed to another school.

One day, his parents are finally able to change him to another school, the same one Jimin attends. 

He thinks everything will be fine now that he is in another school, but will it be when he meets the son of the most famous CEO in all Asia?


started: 02.11.20
finished: ?

Rankings 

#8- #7w7 (01.03.20)
#49- #bottomkook (01.10.20)
#24- #bottomkook (01.12.20)
#706- #depressed (01.13.20)
#566- #depressed (01.16.20)
#384- #depressed (01.20.20)
#808- #bullying (01.26.20)
#381- #depressed (01.30.20)
#500- #depressed (02.03.20)
#404- #firststory (02.03.20)
#5- #7w7 (02.25.20)
#4- #7w7 (02.25.20)
#2- #7w7 (02.26.20)
#1-#7w7 (HIGHEST RANKING SO FAR) (03.05.20)

WARNING:

This book will REALLY test your patience ;;-;;


(Main POV's: Jungkook and Taehyung)


The book includes:


-angst.
-fluff. 
-maybe some smut 7w7.
-swearing (A LOT).
-top Tae.
-bottom Kook.
-side ships (cuz why not).
-unrealistic ages.
-mentions of depression, anxiety, suicide and anorexia.
-brief mention of drugs, alcohol and cigarettes.
-Not 100% accurate personality description.
-members of other groups, such as: Got7, Stray Kids, Blackpink, Twice, Ateez, etc.
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